uuhh... tomorrow is my birthday.... actually in 6 hours here... and as always that (happens every year) i start feeling awful already...at every single birthday i am feeling blue and i am touchy and have a really bad mood... i was planning to go to a beach and swim, get a tan ,blaze there with some friends buutt...those planns are ruined now... so i dont know what ill do and im already bored and annoyed... i love smoking alone but im not really into smoking alone on my birthday . my other option is to go to bars with friends etc which i never do..uuhhh... are there other blades here that are always excited about their bday but in the end end up hating the day?? why is this happening?i dont really need sth to happen to get a bad mood that day or the day before,i just get annoyed and depressed by anything...what do u usually do on your birthday?
sadly enough, im with you. i cant recall a good enjoyable birthday.. its always the same shit basically. my last birthday i had a good day drunken paintball.. idk if your into that kinda thing but when your hit you have to finish a beer before your back in-only bad thing is you have to waste a splash of your brew to wash it off haha. have yet to sub beers for smoke but its been pondered
I just let them come and go, just another day. People use it as an excuse just to be social and get way too drunk. You're only a day older than yesterday and a day younger than tomorrow.
..my point actually is to not freak out and feel like shit...uuhh i hate my birthday....almost everything about it.... i usually get up look at myself in the mirror and say ''u have to be nice.its not others peoples fault if u are touchy." i always end up wanting anyone who talks to me to disappear... i dont know whats wrong and why i feel like that.the funny thing is if someone doesnt tell me happy birthday or sth cause he knows i hate my bday... i still get mad...wtf?
go out to the bars with your friends man. dont get high before you go out so you wont be socially awkward. who knows, maybe some drunk scoozy wants to give you a happy birthday.
hehe.... well my plans actually is to get high and not go at bars....i dont like hanging out with non stoners and thats the people im seeing if i go out(most of them)... anyway ill find sth to do probably .i just wanted to nag a bit and see if any other blades dont like their bday
well... when its your birthday, you expect something extraodinary to happen. Something amazing. Like an event that you planned or something. But then you realize its just a normal day like every other day, and because its your birthday you subconsciously interpret the "normal" day as being a "bad" day, compared to the amazing day you had planned out.
maybe you are depressed because you would rather stay in your house alone rather then going out and having a good time... and not lonely.
no.id like to see people tommorrow....but it doesnt seem that fun with these peple and my irls not being there...
Some people find staying in their house more enjoyable than going out with people and "having a good time". We call them introverts and there is nothing wrong with that.
I like this answer. I have a friend like this. He always has these big expectations for his birthday...and always ends up feeling let down and crappy because it didn't turn out the way he pictured this perfect day in his head. I say 'Fuck it!'. Go do whatever it is you feel like doing and just treat it like any other day. If someone remembers, or does something nice for you it will actually put a smile on your face because you didn't build it all up beforehand. Oh, and in 6 hrs I'll still be at work...so HAPPY BIRTHDAY Be happy!
eh, yeah. Last few years I've felt down on my birthday. We'll know if this year is a repeat next week.
THIS! ^^ It's just another day. If some great shit happens, then that's fantastic! Birthdays are overrated.
same stuff usually happens to me! I get depressed at anything and my birthdays usually disappoint me, but just make the best of it and go out and try to have some fun.
i feel like i put alot of pressure on myself to have a crazy time, and then get depressed if the day turns out to be average. if you just try and have a good time and take what happens for enjoyment youll be happy
Last year i got my ass kicked on my birthday broke one of my toes when i was slammed into the corner. I try to have a good bday but normally someone fucks it up
It seems like after 21 here in the states, birthdays took on little to none significance for me.. I might chill with some friends, smoke some herb and some hookah, low key. Actually, the last birthday i was really excited for was 18th, that meant i could vote and buy cigs and porn.
lol i feel the same when my -day comes around. depression ftw!!!! on my b-day i usually go out and eat with family but i try to take a private day off to smoke all day and sight see... hope u don't feel too bad and you know we'll be tokin with you in spirit!!