tl;dr at the bottom I, in a vast conclusion, have decided to no longer smoke marijuana until I get a full time job. This is only because I'll most likely get drug tested. This is now my first week after my detox, and I will continue my sobriety... to an extent. Now, more than ever, I've been getting into heavy drinking. Last saturday night I killed a fifth all by myself, a new record for me. Normally, I'd only have a glass or two because I'd be smoking. But now that I've been detoxing, alcohol is becoming a regular thing. I'm typing this as I sober up, thinking about how very bored I'm getting with alcohol. I miss marijuana and how simple it is, how safe it is, and how much more intimate she is as to me pouring a liquid down my throat. One day I'll meet her again. Hopefully sooner than later. tl;dr I'm not smoking until I get a job. I miss smoking, getting bored of drinking/smashed.