Give those a go 6 parts [ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UhRWYFJ2pyI&feature=PlayList&p=62B609DDF789F952&index=3]YouTube - Alan Watts: The Nature of Conciousness (Part 1 of 6)[/ame] In the end at part 6 when he talks about how we have to 'live out of hears' or in the end we'll end up committing suicide. I guess if we all find out that our existence was a total fluke, this is all for bullshit and humans establish a world super power of select few family chains that dominate and run, the planet basically, and that the 'you' in our minds, doesn't even exist, that yeah, killing ourselves is probably the best option to ensure further bullshit. I would have to agree
His Audio book Still the Mind is incredible, helped me get of my anxiety. Excellent stuff. Although I disagree with him on God, he is wise.
Philan and Allan Watts go together like tables and chairs. I will check it out later, but you really got me hooked on everything this man says.