hello i am new to smoking/using weed. BUT i have been (dependent) on drugs such as alcohol(i have been drinking since 15) and at my last school when i was on a pack a day (tobacco) and i was using hardcore stimulants drugs, to stay awake during school(I SUFFER FROM NARCOLEPSY) even though i have done more insane drugs. i never really using weed to heavily (once or twice in my life) but i am going to try a RASTAFARIAN life style and only use weed(i might just cook with weed) and grow it. because i get a sense of fulfillment when grow plants. do you think i can turn my life around and really live a drug free life? not counting THC as a drug.