this isn't neccesarily about weed, but ya know, sometimes people have to vent... so, the past few weeks have been really depressing...like, do any of you ever feel like nobody in the world gives a shit? or has it ever seemed like all the people you consider "friends" all-the-sudden just turn their backs on you? well...recently, it's seemed like a lot of friends and family have been looking down on me like i'm less of a person than them. i think it started when someone at my school (someone that was "concerned" about me...they didn't even tell me who) told an administrator that i was getting into all these hardcore drugs. (keep in mind, i've only ever taken some pills, smoked some pot, and ate shrooms.) well, someone said that i've been experimenting with and dealing coke. so, we have a meeting and all..blah blah blah...and they're totally disregarding EVERYTHING i say. i didn't tell a single lie and the administrator said "i'm not calling you a liar...but it is hard to believe because our source is so credible". and they're saying all this stuff about getting me involved in 12-week programs and "it's not disciplinary, it's just that we're worried..". you know, that whole deal. so, i go and get tested...results come back totally clean. i mean, NOTHING. no pot, no shrooms..NOTHING. but, even now, people i used to talk to are just treating me like shit. like, even my sister, who i'm AWFULLY close with was treating me like shit the other night. maybe i'm going crazy, maybe i'm just paranoid now, but it seems like everyone i go to to talk to just turns away... i've basically shut myself off from everyone but my girlfriend at this point...it's so fucking depressing. had to vent.