A Day In The Life....

Well, Today my baby was born.

First off jus to clear shit up, Fool Kyle yall know of who was gon kill me this n that, Its his kid. Thats how this whole mess started with me n him. They broke up, I got with her, We did out thang da da da.

But according to the dates she was already like 2-3 weeks pregnant first time i ever got with her.

But anyways onto today.


Woke up stressed out. My girl aient called me yet, So i was worryin. She was supposed to be at the hospital at 8 in the morn. So like 7:50 i knew she wasnt callin n was worried about whas up.

So i went and smoked a bowl of that homegrown i got, And went to school blowed. One of my boys handed me a bowl and we toked down. Then like a couple minutes later my boy lit a J and we smoked that, Then threw in some roaches in a bowl and smoked the bowl. Was faded but still stressed as hell.

Spent maybe 45 minutes outta 2 hours in my first hour. Id sit in there for a couple minutes and jus couldnt take it, My mind was racing a thousand thoughts a second.

Id jus walk around the halls or anywhere i could be alone.

Went to the office, Got the number to the hopstial. 10:35 lunch went and called the hospital. I get transfered to her room, Some lady picks up says she aient in there.

Only stressed me out more.

Lunch over at 11:10.

I get a call from her like 12:00.

I dipped outta class, Called her back. She told me shes gon have it soon blah blah blah, But stay in school this n that.

I aient had a ride right then so i had to chill till 1:00 when class got out.

My boy was supposed to take me to the store get a pack of smokes then to the hospital. Go out there and find out his girl had his whip.

Fuck.

Ended up walkin to my ex's house, Her grandma was home and she gave me a ride up there.

Get up there, Go find her room n stuff, Doors closed. What do i hear but a baby crying.

I felt like a million times better, Like the world got lifted off my shoulders. I checked at the desk they said she delivered her baby and this n that. Wasnt allowed in there right then.

So went outside n smoked a port.

Aient end up allowed in there for like half hour. Then went in there and her whole familys up in there. Im fuckin mad nervous lol.

Chilled for like 15 minutes and like ill be back in 10. Went outside smoked a port, Come back in and aient allowed in there shes feedin again.

Fuckin couldnt get in for almost 2 hours.

Smoked a buncha ports, Got a burger in the cafateria. Jus chilled out, Real glad she had her and everythings allright.

Finally got allowed in there. Chilled with her for like 3 hours. Met all her family and suprised they was cool with me. Most of them more richy and this n that and im jus some thug from detroit to them. But they was mad cool with me.

So many emotions coming through this whole time.

Her sister said something though, Said it looks nothing like kyle, And said it looks like me.

I dont see the resemblance, But it dosent look like kyle though deffinlty.

So im unsure now if its mine or not.

But this really like took a step forward in our relashionship. We aient really had any alone time except for liek 30 seconds before i left and i jus kissed her and said bye blah blah blah.

Wow, Crazy day. Really really blew my mind.

Unexplainable.