Well folks... It deeply saddens me to say that the day has finally come where I'm forced to take a break from that which I love. Someone I know who used to be a pretty good friend got busted. He lived with his parents and police raided his house and found 5 pounds and various firearms (some of which were illegal). I'm sketched because I don't know what he'll say to get out of it. Who knows - he might give them my name. I don't deal or anything... or buy in large amounts... but I'm still sketched. This country is getting more and more fucked up... and with it - the law enforcement. I'm tired of this feeling that I might be being watched in some way. Plus, I've been smoking so much for so long now... the last time I took a break was over 6 months ago!!! That's half a year of non-stop smoking. I'm recently quitting cigs... and although I think stopping both at the same time will be hard... the good outweighs the bad. It's time to stop and get things reestablished. Get both my feet back on the ground, and get a grip on reality. I've been gone so long everything seems like a goddamn dream. It hurts knowing that I cannot handle the downsides to doing that which I love. I just think I need some time. Try to see if I can get shit back on track. My tolerance is way too high... I have to smoke about 2 and 1/2 bowls of beasters to my face to get sufficently blazed. Used to - one or one and a half bowls of this stuff would get me pretty flyin'. If it doesn't work out... then I'll move to a place like Canada or The Netherlands... I have a small chunk of cash that I think could get me a foothold somewhere. I just feel lost. I want to smoke a little ganja, and what am I for that? A fucking criminal. I'm sorry for such a long post... but there is no one else in the world that understands better than you guys. I don't know what I would do without the city. I'd lose my fucking mind. An alternative would be that I buy scarcely and only smoke j's... so that there isn't any evidence left around... I could just flush/eat the ganj. Eh..... Overall - this is quite a terrible situation. Edit: The guy who got busted had just offered to sell me some like 4-5 days prior to him getting busted (he got busted today or yesterday I think)
That sucks, DP. When someone you know gets busted, it's always best to lay low for a while. Having the firearms really was a bad thing along with that much weed. If you choose to take the break, I know you can handle it. If I can, anyone can. I would say that you'd be ok just getting smaller amounts and making sure there's no "evidence" around you, though. It's a shame that we're all considered criminals for kickin' back with MaryJane but, unfortunately, that's the way it is and we have to look out for ourselves and make sure we stay safe. Good luck with whatever you do and if you do go on a break, you can still chill here. It was hard for me to be here right after my break started because you guys really made me want to get high but I knew I couldn't and now I'm fine with being here without being high... mostly.
yea I took a 4 month break, and its cool because I ususally only smoke once a week maby, only when im with a fridend, thats what you should do. My friend had to smoke like 4 bowls of mids to even get the feeling, and I was blazed off of 1, made me kinda mad that he was smoking all my weed and he didn't pitch.
i hear where ur coming from, im going on over a year of every day stonage. it takes me about 3 bowls of dank headies to get my head flying, but only 1 or 2 to get a buzz on. i was talking to my dealer the other day and we got onto the topic of getting busted. he said his lawyer could most likely defend a large weed charge, but guns and any other drugs (14g of coke was the limit he mentioned, cause thats what he vends other than ganj) would be a huge problem. sounds good to lay low for a while, but really, what can they do? they'd need a good amount of evidence to get a warrent for anything on u. unless uve pissed ur friend off and he'd want to bust u, ur probably ok. cops dont want to waste time busting someone who smokes in their house, its when u start dealing with large amounts that they want u taken out. if anything, the cops are more concerned with the person ur friend was getting pounds from, not u or people he was selling small/medium bags to. long story short, laying low is good, but u dont have to go nuts about it. theres little chance anything will happen.
They you guys so much. ^_^. Everything is just pointing in the direction of a break. I mean - I smoke at 8, 11, 2, 5, 9... routinely everyday. That is a ghastly amount. I spend about 80 bucks a week on MJ... I can still pay my bills and everything.... but that is still a lot of money. I probebly won't quit MJ complely... but I'm DEFINITLY cutting down. I'll definitly still come to the city as much as normal. This is is my second home. I couldn't just NOT COME HOME. LoL It will be tough. It needs to be done, so it shall be done.
True, true. They had a swat team because they had info that he was "heavily armed"... that might have had something to do with it. Guns + drugs = cops looking good. He had a fucking Uzi with a silencer!!! It's crazy. I would have never thought. 5 pounds is a lot of ganj, for a little town like that.
that is allot of stoning man but ya i am trying to cut down because of funds myself. im going to try to be like dbw and only smoke in the evening so i dont get tires
i hate feeling like a criminal for smoking. i see people drinking EVERYWHERE and no one cares, and people smoke cigarettes and no one cares. it's just ridiculous. cutting down will lower your tolerance over time, just not as quick as a break so you'll be back down to getting stoned off of a bowl and a half soon. i don't know what i'd do without the city either.
you can do it man. When you return you'll thank yourself. it sounds like you have more motivating you than just a bust. Chances are nothing will come of it, but a tolerance break is good for you otherwise.
I'm cutting down too, for much less serious reasons than you. So i feel your pain and longing for that sweet leaf. But keep posting on the city, dude!
I havent smoked in about 40 days, because of my weekly drug tests from my probation officer. It's very very hard, so I definantly feel ya lol
Once again, I wanna thank you guys. I love you all so much. Being able to get support and help from the city makes my life so much better!! +rep for everyone that has posted (If you haven't recieved any from me for this thread - it means I need to spread more around before givin' it to ya' again)