i just want to rant, i dont care if nobody reads this, or if people think its lame. i just want to rant. thats whats happening at the moment, where everything seems to just ..well, i dunno. be generally shit, i'm 24 and i have recently been diagnosed (i.e, last week) with quite severe dyslexia, aswell as irlens syndrome. my grandad had a heart attack last week that apprently should of killed him. hes in hospital, but he's not someone i wanna lose. a friend of the family is so close to death that you wouldnt be able to pick out from a pile of corpses thanks to cancer. he's such a lovely geniune bloke that he dosnt deserve it.(aswell as having two teeth taken out, and getting a reaction the anesthetic which left me quite ill for an entire week) on top of all that....got assignments, exams and uni. and now every waking hour is filled with "fuck, i'm dyslexic... what if i had been diagnosed earlier?" (i;d be in the merchant navy on Â£30k a year, thats what!) a few bonus's... found out my IQ is in the top 3%. and that a combination of my intelligence and weed has hidden dyslexia all these years. cos of my IQ i manage to cope with dyslexia, and the weed toned down my stress and anxiety caused by dyslexia, meaning it stayed very well hidden! ugh...end of. time to go get some green.