So.. I've been so stoned I would've SWORN I was actually part of the couch.. I've been so drunk I couldn't even tell you 2 + 2.. I've been so high on shrooms I might as well have been in a Katamari game.. I've been so out of it on salvia I've thought I was a piece of wood.. I've been so happy on ecstasy that it's felt like I was floating on clouds of orgasm.. I've been so delirious on Benadryl that I've had 30 minute conversations with the air.. I've been so relaxed on opiates that I could've passed for a bowl of Jello.. But not once have I ever thought I had truly lost my mind. Until last night, that is. I've done DXM quite a few times, most of them in 600-700mg range. It's always a pretty similar experience..close your eyes, turn up the Techno, lose all sensation of being in a body, and see weird shit. Last night though, I had what may very well be my last DXM experience. It was a little over 700mg, a combination of Cough Gels and Zicam Cough Spray, went normal enough, until the come down. I sat up in my bed, seeing as the trip was pretty much over. I looked over at the other side of the room, and all of a sudden I see what looks like a little line of gnomes just...dancing.. It was so weird I said "What the fuck?" out loud. As soon as it appeared, it went away, and it turns out it was just a couple lights. It was a little weird, since DXM almost never gives OEV's. Well, from then for about the next 30 minutes, it actually felt as if I had..lost something. Like I had gone past the point-of-no-return, and my brain was permanently fried. I started getting worried that I may never be the same. But after about 30 minutes, I fell asleep, and woke up normal (whew) with that great DXM afterglow. Crazy stuff, DXM.
One of the reasons I'm glad I found GC is because these stories will make me never try anything other than pot. Crazy story though dude... wow..