Worth Of A Woman When will the world recognize the value of our queens? Every woman who ever walked this earth Has a value higher than gold or platinums worth But still, people continue to physically and mentally berate them and repeatedly bring them down like they don't understand that one day you will need that woman cause that woman has what you'll never find and thats a soul that can't be broken And I, as a lover of fine women apologize for everything that has ever been done to my beautiful sisters around the world whether you be beaten or battered neglected or disrepected you deserve to be pampered put on a pedestal and admired catered to "What do you need my love? Let ME provide for you....." If you have a woman in your life in ANY way shape, form, or class ask yourself.... do you hear what they say when they're talking to you? Or are you too busy focused on her ass? When was the last time you took the time to let her sit back and unwind while YOU got on the grind? Hmmm.... Let that sit on your mind I recently took the time to think about what women have done for me and i came to a conclusion that everyone else should see You need to find a woman, and learn to treat her like a lady Cause if you have a good woman, and you lose her.... Goddamn, you must be crazy
I saw the remains of a flower today You died Why? You weren't given the loving care you deserved Simply because you went against the curve You grew where flowers weren't wanted So by the gardeners you were taunted But you never seemed to understand The reason this was forbidden land You stood your ground Trimuphantly Courageously And now you're dead You've rested your pretty head Now no one can profit from your beauty No one can grow from your light But you gave your life for your cause And now I see What I must do Stand my ground Learn from your courage Even if it takes all I have All my strength All my life To transcend To your beauty A flower Forever
These Pills These pills are making me crazy Making my vision hazy My head is pounding My pulse is racing When the temp drop to three degrees? I'm sweating like this is the Sahara But I'm shivering like this is the Artic WHY IS THIS SHIT HAPPENING TO ME?? I scream but it's only getting started I can't think clearly My head is swimming My thoughts are blurry Who am I again?? I thought these were to help me But more than ever I feel fucked up Like I fucked up Like always Is there never an end To this maddness? I descend Into my own personal version of hell Worse than all of Dante's layers of hell If I was to quit.... Would I go to hell? Scary thought.... But scarier still... Would I give a shit? If this is it If this is all there is to it To life To me Than what more should I try to be? Try to be more than me More than fucked up More than ever .... These pills I take them faithfully Religiously To no avail But still I try I WILL PREVAIL so they tell me But I'm not sure I believe This is pill number three And no end in sight No fix for my plight No cure for my disease Perhaps except love But who loves the one who can't love herself? Who loves the weak? The meek The one who is unable to change I see the pattern of my life It's in my line of sight But I see rejection Heartbreak No love from a mother whose love is unconditional Who cares for me like I'm the only bright spot in her life In her eyes But in her mind I'm dishonest Destructive Ungrateful And unforgivable.... These pills They're supposed to help me But there's no rest for the weary No cure for the sick At least when the sick and the weary is me I'm not sure I still believe In hope In joy I feel like a pawn Someone's toy I don't mean to be blasphemous But God... Do you her me? Do you see me? Am I still on your radar? Or have I been cast aside to fend for my own Make my own decisions Live my own life With no guidance from the maker The teacher The healer..... I've felt no healing ..... I've prayed For life For death For comfort For joy For anything A sign to show me that you're still there Still watching They say you don't give more than we can handle And what doesn't kill us makes us stronger But I'm weak Mind, body, and spirit And I think I can take no more...... These pills..... They're no fix for me No love to be seen... No cure left in this world for me......