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another day. near the end now. there is a thing going on i cant write about. should reach conclusion within 4 days. how can it not. two more days...
been like a week i think since the last post. ive been skipping my morning activities. no time you see. its fine. its all very logical and...
my emotions are quite simple right now. quit. waiting to leave. more complex emotions as to people. but that is blocked. should soon come the day...
waiting. always waiting. every day. for the future. for change. cant believe i lasted 6 months in one work place. sort of failed. improved at...
as i never had a job before i never got to lend money to anyone who wasent a good friend of mine. always had money. and didnt really care when...
should go by fast now. 21 days. life does that. goes by fast. i think it does. pain slows it down. i think having a day job was a sort of...
thats it. told my manager i quit. so now just 22 more days. and ill leave. i have money for a couple of months to myself. then ill have to look...
freaking 11 deadlines to get done today.some are a matter of seconds. others a bit longer. i have 4 hours to get it all done after i get home from...
notions in my head to delay quitting. i cant really delay it that much. i dont have the strength. there is one stake i could place that would buy...
got 10 hours of sleep. sort of nice. woke up 3 times to pee. woke up in the end not quite feeling like i had 10 hours of sleep. my current setup...
missed this thread. the one day i was deprived. i used to have a daily 10 minutes of writing in my diary. but i took those away. always tying to...
i set a deadline to quit by 2.11. i think ill do it. my deadlines do matter to me. so it feels like there is something to lose. there are a higher...
getting painful to work all day every day. these little pangs of pain. and i sigh. and i press on.i used to have these points of release. of fuck...
quitting day. quit by rumor. tell enough coworkers your leaving and one of them accidentally tell manager. saving me the need for to find that...
resuming discipline today. so certain things ill try not to think about. certainly wont write about. like women im obsessed with. its better this...
restarting discipline Sunday. no that big a difference. cold showers. well thats hell. but whatever. till now every satruday i would add more...
another day. another hill. ill see her tomorrow again. always fun to be parted for a couple of days. i dont think people can appreciate people...
cant say i saw it coming. i guess that the point of women isnt it. chaos. unpredictability. i expected anger. retaliation. but she was cool. she...
so im posting on post your though thread every day. and all i write of the woman. i guess shes on my mind. i wonder if shes playing to get me or...