I hoped, Yet in vain, And still, I feel the pain, Emotional scars on my brain, Tearing to get outside my flesh, Always seems to be the same, And still, I feel the pain, Like a mother abandoning you at birth, Like millions of people hoping you fail, Like the devil corrupting you inside, Like having a love, Only to have it thrown away, Your heart went to the gutter, And still, I feel the pain, Like a whip to the mind, Like a gun to the head, Like hoping to die, Like slavery inside, And still, I feel the pain, Love is enslavement, Once that course is followed, You'll only be left broken, Life diminished, As you subside in indifference, What good is it to you, That you should give your life to one, And they throw it into the sun, What good is it to you, That this pain ends with only shot off a gun, What good is it to you, That there is nothing here to live for anymore, Sure, Plenty of things to be happy about, Well I am glad that you can say that, I was left here stranded, And still, I feel the pain.
Creeping to my feelings I've been dealing with these villains in my brain Keep holding to the ceiling all the dreams I try believing ..am I sane? It could be just... my fate ...folding ...no way ...of knowing A need dying in the light with no strings attached to tie. A scream bleeding in the night, never seems to run dry. And though I'm needing you, searching for you..like I've always tried.. You will always hide from me. Might just be my luck or just.. my fate... drowning... with no ways... of grounding Cause I've been so lonely.. no, you don't know me... I'm just here to say.. there's no way of knowing You can see how this is making me feel..don't want this moment ending before I got you spending all your love here on me.. go on and handle what you handle cause you do it so well.. and if your just here for easing my pain, then I just can't tell. You know I'll remain here, indifferent... It's the only thing I can give... Girl, you know I only follow if it's worth ...my faith ...folding ...no way ...of knowing You know this is a story of ...my fate ...holding You see the look in my eyes, and on ...my face ...holding Read these words of my faith ...knowing ...there's now way ....of knowing
So deadly Girl, you know you're so deadly You got that certain kind of something...dragging me down Go on and whisper all those sweet whispers to me You got greed And still you have what I need You got that certain kind of fire, baby... burning up inside of me There's no telling when you'll return to me..or the devil that you'll bring I'm really wondering if it was there from the beginning and all along.. all the things I couldn't call ..mine, and I know it never was Never was about the wrongs.. not the message in the songs or anything between and still.. so deadly Girl, you got greed but you can have it all if you want if that's where you're taking me You can take it all we'll just call it love And still.. we don't need to talk Come the morning, you'll be soaring I'll be ready for the rest of my life But baby, you don't need to call Baby...I know what it's like....to be so lost and......it's OK You couldn't save me if you tried... even though she wont... I know.... I know.. it's ok Soul keeps calling for fame... Heart like the cold rain.... Too proud to be tamed.... And i know...it's OK She knows that I feel the same... As long as she shows no shame... We have no one we can blame... That's how we'll play it, baby... it's ok
I thought I had everything...right here with me There was you...there was life... there were dreams to believe Now my world is on hold...you've stolen the truth from my words... you've frozen what I thought was my family You've brought me up with your warmth...and dropped me down in the cold I keep reaching...when out, I keep reaching...when I'm down on my knees.. She's flying over me... beyond and over me... to far to see so I can't find her... she doesn't need me anymore... When I held you in my arms...I never meant you any harm.. but now that you don't love me no more... I have no right to call you mine...and that's all she wants me to know Words can't replace what I had... the truth only shows me you're mine... the hope I still keep alive.. till the day I die With all this life left to live... I promise you, my baby...I promise I'll always try And when I look into other eyes.. I'll feel the pain she left behind.. I know no one can love me...and i wont have it that good again.. I leave that all high and dry Cuz words won't replace what I had...and though it's true, it's so sad... the hope that I keep alive... till the day I die... with all that's left in life... I promise you... I promise that baby, I'll try... I finally see what family means... atleast, i know what could... Did you tell them I tried my best... did you tell them I never would... did you swear to them, i was never good... What would your mother say... if she knew the ground you stood... kept on slipping, and slipping farther from where you thought it should... Tell her I still love you... forever Believe I can make this last, forever.. And if I get that second chance... I'd do it better.. And this time, I'd make it last forever...
There's a green leaf in the bag to the left And next to it, is something I can't get Too overwhelmed to pick and choose.. You can choose for me.. you.. Baby, go on and roll it up.. Go ahead and smoke it up.. Baby, you can fill your cup.. Fill me up...but please don't dose my love This doesn't have to be the beginning or the end, when we can play this all on repeat instead. Looping around the haze.. but baby I'll stay straight while I watch you dance by yourself No, baby I don't need your senses.. I just want your presence right here and now. And won't need approval to stay this high together..on our way down. Moving like we want out of this mess, but too lost to be found So baby, go on and roll it up.. Go on and smoke that shit all up.. You never seem to get enough.. and baby, don't make me dose my love Go on there, girl...just give me your tongue no, I'm ok..I'm good with what you've done Just let me touch you like you've never felt love ..before Just let me watch you move back and forth ..to my touch I'm so lost... and we care not..... Stuck, stuck, stuck....so stuck but no need to be unstuck Crush, crush, crushing my love so we can go down smooth God, god, oh my god don't let this stop.. Stuck, stuck, stuck with me...and i to you So baby please... roll it if you must... Smoke it down.. till you're up... Baby, I got all I need in my arms.. You can just roll it up... You can go and smoke it all up...go on girl Do what you must if you can't seem to stop.. But baby please don't dose my love
Yesterday The subject of tomorrow The sum of all fears as we settle in our sorrows Today...I'm faded...so faded Can we just let the past be? Cuz we're free..we're here now and baby, we made it out Love was yesterday Tell me bout the traffic and lights The days erased to lonely nights Tell me how the weather changes girl...in your world Can you explain with out breaking down Love was the subject of yesterday We be moving on from here Move on...move on, baby Today..get rest Trading you these tears for some sleep It's alright with me..I'm not living the dream I've got time...better then hesitant Bet your ass, I'm the best today Because..Love was the subject of yesterday Don't get it twisted But there's something about you baby, that I will miss Now go on...go on, baby What's gonna happen tomorrow? For you... Who's gonna stop you tomorrow? Who's going to step forward for you? Baby girl, who's time are you on? Cuz the subject at hand has been gone for so long Love was the subject of yesterday ..oh yeah His and hers...separate..invert Tables turned And that was that love was the subject of yesterday and there's no coming back
I wrote this in a dark time, its not my best but It connects with me. -Fade- There's a hole that goes so deep inside of me. I wonder how my hearts still beating.I've got the wounds that you can't see, they don't know I'm bleeding.No one understands this emptiness inside of me, I want to put to rest.Would rather be nothing, then something, then to deal with all this suffering.Set me free, I beg and plead. I'm on my knees to finally leave.This place has nothing left for me, I'm ready to go away..Not looking back, I step into darkness..and fade into the grey. edit: pic not mine btw, just really feel like it fits with my poem. :}
She throws it up to the world, and so I stay sky, stay blazing so high and I can't get down if I tried So soft and so simple, things she'll tell herself in media to metaphor from constant glare of the glow..so she can't see where to go I keep hope...and that all takes its fucking toll on me and on you and the scene and my crew to the squad down the way and the way we get paid and the shit we go through Crept up to the days, we far away from that strain to lay or dreams and make pavement to keep leading the way Cause everything that I say could be taken in ways that beg to bring change, but if I kept it at bay, i couldn't face my own fade to be another mother fucker being choked in the game So I throw that up to the world and I hope you catch wind, that most of everything you see has yet to begin..the starting gate will raise so let the opposition get that clearer picture of me running this race And i stay so damn high..ain't try'na be in your face
oh damn based god thi fire will not stop we gotta protect based world sum1 call the cops taskforce in this bitch bitchmob in this bitch we must protect lil b it's all up from here i see
mamma they dont see it all the pain i cant belive it u tought me rite the streets tought me wrong i hope u undertand mom as i take rips from the bbong all my homies dying or loked up someone help me im living in hell everyday momma im on my downfall fucken need u but i aint around yall i pound all these drugs cuz i cant take the truth im drugged i killed my homies in my whip im so fucked 3rd strike out of bail ima get life momma make me feel rite whyd the streets take my life
taking a class at school called "reading poetry". I got fed up with how deeply we had to look at each one. So here's one i entered into a contest yesterday about my reading poetry class: fuck youStupid Poems are the best poemshehe! haha! hoho! analyze thismothafucka's
If moths had eyes, would they be happier? How do they know they're not dead? Cavemen hunting for food But not before they style the hair on their head. What would last longer in dinosaur times? A blind man didn't stand a chance. Not with all them rocks about. I'd rather be a blind moth. I don't like jellyfish. They're not a fish, they're just a blob. They don't have eyes, fins or scales like cod, They float about blind, stinging people in the seas, And no-one eats jellyfish with chips and mushy peas. Get rid of 'em. - Karl Pilkington
I combined my body and mind to incline to the divine, I tried to absolve my soul to channel strength in life, I couldn't give a damn what would happen to my breath, But the width of life is sustenance to the end, No longer do i feel this pain, I transcended the way i was tamed, Into a creative instance to glorify the day, Where all can stand to praise the path paved, It takes a certain type of suffering to want to change, It takes a certain love to give away what i made, It takes a stained soul to breath back life into the world, And i will be left to fate so life will regenerate self-substantiate,