First time having sex was pretty relaxing than I thought it was going to be, I assumed it was going to be one of those moments where I choke and lose control and shut myself down and walk away, however I met this one girl whom of which was friends with my current girlfriends bestfriend and we talked once prior to the sex. Me and my girlfriend had many issues and it was best for us to break up, my now ex girlfriends bestfriends friend decided to text me and see if I was okay and if I needed anything, I was for sure upset because I had just lost the girl I was deep in feelings with and needed someone to spend time with, so I went to pick her up and we ended up at a park on a bench talking about F'ed up relationships, parties, bud and alcohol. Before I know it she was sitting in my life making out with me, kissing my neck and grinding. She was like, "You live around here don't you? I said yeah right down the street, she was like lets go there its really hot out here, im sweating and need some water, so we walked back to my car and drove to my place... when arriving she instantly ran up to my room like she knew where it was some how, I slowly traced behind her curious to know what the hell was going on and I arrive at the top of the stairs and she is laying in my bed under the covers and repeatedly saying im tired come take a nap, I was like well im not tired but ill still lay with you! and she said awww your so sweet, why did that bitch leave a guy like you anyways, i replied with somethings in life can never be explained and she said this can be explained, she laid herself on top of me, took off her shirt followed by her bra and ripped off my shirt and began to kiss me all the way down to the belt line and unbuckled my belt and pulled off my trousers and I already knew where this was going, I had received head before that moment and I thought that was all there was to it and i continued to enjoy it, she then stopped looked at me and said, do you have a condom? i got this bolt of energy throughout my body and began to spazz out looking for my wallet which had a condom in it (all of this while pantsless) throughout my house and finally found it running back to my room, by the time i got there i had lost my boner and she continued to kiss my stomach neck and ears to get me it back, before i know it i had gained it back again but there was another problem, this time i had to take the most raging piss ever while having a boner and she was sucking my dick, i was thinking to myself what the F do i do or say to stop this so I can take a piss without it seeming gross? i was like, hold on i think i left my front door unlocked and told her it was best i check to see if it was locked so no one could walk in on us. I sprinted down the stairs shaking like ive never shook before because i wanted to hurry this up, it was 4:15 and i had work at 5 and i live about 15 minutes from the place, I took the longest piss of my life and ran back upstairs and proceeded with fucking the brains out of this girl followed by a text the next day saying "that was the best sex ive ever had, thank you, again sometime?"