anyway, while trying to influence matter not in motion we think i hurt myself...my head. my forehead is tender to touch right in the center of it and my head hurts really bad.
i did not do something right, as a child there was no head pain, just nausea, weakness, pain in breathing....ect ect. but no lasting headache or even any at all.
we are not deterred though. we just wish to find that current again...but there seems to be some contamination...some tainting that messes up the flow due to some impurity...
in conscience perhaps, we are examining that now but all searches thus far have proven inconclusive...it is different than the quakings and such.
which is leading us to think perhaps growing up itself is the impurity...or somehow is responsible for it.
perhaps such things are not mental and maybe that is understood better as a child or atleast childish ignorance keeps it from coming into play...maybe not.
when we practice our visualization exercises and try to hone in on the power, that is when we can feel the contamination the most...like it is blocking our realization, thus preventing the command from actualizing. and it is then we can most clearly remember the...purity...of youth and it is like the clarity of the purity made all currents easier.
growing up increases strength, knowledge, potential, but seems to cause other obstacles that hinder proper development of our superman.
Upon writing this, it seems impressed upon us that perhaps some level of unforgiveness is what is plaguing our force.
so if we have any prisoners, you are free(Thus we are not Lucifer, he is said not to be willing to do such. if any offenders, you are forgiven, any in debt to us, you are cleared...
We "will" do greater works than our Master, by His edict.
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