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she just threw me away like trash
Posted 03 July 2010 - 07:53 AM
I realize that she's such a bad person now, I am shocked that I am even sad about everything. After she told me that she only cares about herself and about her success and how she feels. We've been broken up for a month now, didn't contact her for a few weeks, then she contacted me only because she wanted sex again, then she said it was a mistake because my feelings got involved and I wouldn't leave her alone.
That's when she said all the hurtful things to me about how she wants to be left alone and enjoy the single life and not be committed to anyone. Who would want to be with a girl like that? It seems like her cowardly way out of this relationship was to fight me, treat me like crap so I would be the one to tell her to go away. So I don't know why I feel so sad. It sucks because I have no friends to hang out with, but I keep myself busy throughout the day... It's just the nights are depressing. But once I smoke a bowl I feel like I am better but this feeling is only temporary as when I get sober again I feel the emotional pain. Damn... I've been pretty much stoned all day long for the past few days already, don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing..
Posted 03 July 2010 - 07:58 AM
Posted 03 July 2010 - 08:01 AM
Damn that sucks man, but think about it, why are you really upset... This girl didn't care about you and was selfish and basically treated you like shit and now you are sad that it is over? It's hard to forget but just smoke alot and go out and meet new girls to keep your mind off the bullshit.
yeah man.. thats whats confusing me. she treats me like shit but i still feel sad that she's gone. maybe it's because I was just too used to her? but still even after a month I thought I would've moved on by now but I haven't.
you should go out to a bar and get drunk and hit on a super model. problem resolved
yea i went out on wednesday got drunk but the next morning it was hell! felt like crap... thats why i always tell myself i'd rather just get stoned all day then drink as much as I am tempted to take a few shots, i think about the next morning ill feel bad.
Posted 03 July 2010 - 08:07 AM
just be happy you're done with her. if she wants your sex, and you feel like you need her, then that's how it should be. but if you see her and have sex with her, it'll prolong your suffering. if she's obsessed with her career, then let her masturbate to that. don't worry about her, man. if she contacts you then be a stone-cold dog and bark at her.
Posted 03 July 2010 - 10:13 PM
I try not to use any drug to deal with an issue. since the breakup i've tried to stay positive and work on myself.
like working out, spending more time focusing on my studying for my lsat and just basically improving myself.
Posted 03 July 2010 - 10:27 PM
But do keep in mind that if she comes back to you, she's only doing it because she knows she's got you wrapped around her finger - just politely tell her to go choke on a dick that isn't yours..
You'll get over her in no time, just keep your distance.
Posted 05 July 2010 - 09:36 AM
you shouldn't use drugs as a crutch to deal with your problems, thats why addiction is so prevalent.
i feel where you are coming from man. coming out of a relationship that meant a lot to you is hard but you gotta know it will get better you just have to be patient.
and stop having sex with her, it doesn't mean to her what it means to you and in the end its only going to make things worse for you i promise
listen to this dude, he knows what he's talking about
i've been though a lot of the same shit a decent amount of times. i still miss my ex and its been over 6 months. she did the same thing and kept calling me for sex, but i had to stop that after a few weeks, even though i wanted it i knew i was just hurting myself in the long run. everytime i'm around her i get really happy, then it just hurts like we just broke up again the next day. so i have to force myself to stay away.
time heals all
Posted 05 July 2010 - 05:50 PM
Posted 06 July 2010 - 07:51 AM
Posted 06 July 2010 - 08:00 AM
Everyone says that no contact is the best to allow me to heal and so that's what I'm doing. I realized that she fell out of love with me while she was with me and just used me as a security blanket and when I finally realized that she wanted to be single, everything was all fine for her. I had thought I was over her until we contacted each other last week and that was a big mistake so now I am for sure going to stick with no contact because my goal is to not even show the slightest bit of care if she told me she's fucking another guy. because if I cared then that must mean I still have feelings for her.
You're on the right track, now just try to stand your ground!
Memorize the next to last line in my sig, "NEVER make a lover a priority, when you are only an option".
Been a "security blanket" too often, hell I'm doing it now:(
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