I have just recently entered into the present and forgotten myself. My energies have opened up and I have finally come to rest in the space that is without a center. Without a "self". Just open. there is nothing in the center for anxiety or worry or fear or anything to happen to. It is just this, openness. It is so beautiful. Finally awake.
I've spent all day engaged in energy work from the inside out and have been healing this body all day. it is not free, open, still. I am but a mirror reflection what is. All that is, I see. This is a very real mode of experience. If you want to talk about this/have any questions, let me know. I can try to help you get there, but really there is nowhere to get, just something to let go of, and into.
Now. Just a few minutes ago, after I did that energy movement in my room, I stepped outside the door into the entrance of my bathroom where my friends were at.
As soon as I entered in the entrance way to the door, I started seeing these orbs pop up. This was absolutely incredible to me because I was actually fully observing these little phenomena. Basically, what I saw were tiny dots of light. Pure light. Energy.
And these things would just arise, I would see it move a little, and then it would pass away. Then more started arising until I was seeing maybe about 20 or so in the whole field of vision.
As I watched them I was in awe of the beauty. I was in awe of the fact that everything in the universe is just energy, and that there is so much energy constantly moving around and through itself that we can never see or know. And here I was, watching these shining beams. Little particles of light. There was no doubt in a mind about what was because there was no mind, my attention was solely on these particles of light and they were. And then they were no more. It was awesome.
Does any one know of this phenomenon or anything like it? I looked it up right afterwords and just started browsing through it but didn't find too much. Is there a name for this experience/phenomena? It was crazy! I'm just wondering if it was the energy work that I did that opened me up to the clear level of perception or what. But it was truly awe inspiring.
Thank you for anything you might know.
edit; By the way, this might be a lot more common than I think. But I have not ever heard of this in my life and it only occurred after my realization has started to stabilize a lot more.
Edited by LittleJacob, 12 June 2010 - 01:03 AM.