misguided, unfocused, insane, sometimes hopeless in vain but im so quick to change how i scope it, constant pain that i cope with and its makin me so sick.. you see how i script it, so it seems hieroglyphic makin history with it, paintin pictures thatll be in museums in minutes eons of wits and far beyond the limits of what they be on, im gifted and i be gone, im lifted, i got greens on that bitch, driver seat in the whip its a miracle if, i dont combust into thin air, cuz everywhere i go i feel i already been there feel im livin again with a different mental, switched from resentful to feelin that its fair judgment frequently impaired but my frequencys spot on, this that new shit that i just recently got on, damn, i been far gone disconnected for a minute like i aint even log on, they thought id fall like its aut-umn, they trippin, i still rise this aint no jack and jill shit i was just chillin on the hillsides
Felt like i had to tell ya'll whats going on in my life. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g1mSZDZbl0k 0:41 - rapping over her voice. I lost my house all because some kid got his head kicked in, Four cops, A firetruck and even a few ambulance walked in on my girl the same night with my best friend, who the fuck can i even trust than? don't know when all the stress end, I'm writing this in the basement of lost ambitions-spittin hard like a cleft chin, I've been held up twice in one night over a little bitch fight, thats right, My life is a solar eclipse, Everytime i shine bright someone got to block it, Sat drinking whiskey alone with a gun ready to cock it, but soon realized that suicide wasn't the option- so i drowned my sorrows in a bottle of syrup, I don't do a lot of lifting so its hard for me to carry this pain and this burden Pressure on my mind all the time like my job was a brain surgeon, why do i fucking deserve this? My dads been in bad health and how can i help when im at a battle with myself? It'll all get better in a minute, just got to stay in it, at least thats what i tell myself. Running your own business will eventually get to your head for sure, Staying late nights making my shift tight and counting the register, but i guess thats what i get for signing up for my line of work. And i'd like to take the time to say thanks for listening to my wired verse, It sucks knowing that you tried so hard, just to get hurt.
got a recording done for the first time in a minute.. need to touch up my skills but i still got it. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4GO8c7NtqcA btw thx acidphere for postin that jhene track up.. it fit perfectly with that verse
Hey guys, I put a lot into this verse I did today, would mean a lot if you could check it out blades. https://soundcloud.com/iceymusik/sing-about-me
I've tried time after time with the verbal embraces/ Physical disconnect makes it harder to face it/ She ain't a monster that's substance talkin'/ Angered when she withdraws, it's dug claws in/ Walkin' in the rain to regain that companion/ It wants her a slave till the dance is done/ But that same old song keeps playing/ And those painful throbs keep her craving/ The escape from abuse as the wrath rains down/ To make her regret every hour that it ain't around/ Lays her down till the lesson is learned/ Fixed on the ground till refreshing the burn/ Chase away illness in the toxic arms/ Of this liquefied pimp causing bodily harm/ But I stand on the outskirts of this tango/ Waiting for her to come home and let the pain close/ The message rests in the bottle till she can see the bottom/ Leave the desolate and hollow to seize another option/ Caught in a maze, searching for a way out/ The key showed a mirror reflection that wouldn't fade out/ Pleasure gravitates an insane tug/ Chasing the dragon, pain and love fit the same glove/ Intertwined in tangles for domination/ An endless paradox alleviating complication/ Like God grappling Satan when approximating/ Pursue fleeing love or deteriorate waiting/ Bathing in hatred self fury bound to seer me/ Angst riddling torture that the mouth of fear breeds/ Demons pulling strings in a ventriloquist act/ Summoned the dementor's kiss, consumed in a fade to black/ I stay in tact knowing she can make it back/ Rise like a phoenix from ash, she's leaving the past/ She cancels the noise that manipulates opinion/ And transmits a voice that re-situates with wisdom/ From the depths of conflict and webs that constrict/ Turning received logic, to steps that'll lift/
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VZ9e0q3vJms Kissin simple asterisks, my language is alternative Slang drugs for the masses on the mattresses So face it, I run more dope business Than Islamic invasion, the arithmetic Is not simple, get kilt from pimple poppin It's not likely, but one bad reaction Or germ can drag em to the coffin To sightsee, to the next dimension You're treading thin ice in some hockey cleats But I digress, I'm stickin to the basics Absorb all of your information, lose no sleep Teach the sheep how to absorb your awesomeness Within a second of discussing their options They forgot to think, but that's not the only Issue, or dish in the sink, because we all Live confused in the time of the beast Too simply used, so keep the kitchen clean Like you think that you're bout to be gettin some pink Y'know, stick to the code, stay fit in the snow Cool in the summer like fish that froze Drink only sometimes when you wanna unwind Don't treat peer pressure like a gun's behind I'm stuck in the past like the birthdate of your favorite wine I assert my space, I work like plasma On screens, it transfers into the work they waste Simps won't hear that last line from a perfect slate Damn, cause they grab minds, effortlessly They give up ambition voluntarily, scared to be .....Really they're just fuckin scared to be, peace It's a fair belief But sometimes it poses as a rare retreat
Pretentious pothead particularity passionate about perfection, Stop pretending this Pimp don't patrol these intersections, I'm Cumming so raw-no need for protection, Chinese Rail road worker- Laying down lines is my profession, You can check my progression and keep your hands off my possessions, Check it, My potential keeps perpetuating and you're girl she keeps insinuating shes been waiting and i've been to patient, I try to keep things short like an abbreviation especially when i'm inebriated If you need advice in your life i can tell you i'm used to being hated, You can get your head caved in- so bad tom hanks in Cast away will be sleepin' in it. So bitch remember that i was always there for you, i know that you are scared of truth, but the fact is i can save you when your falling like a parachute.
nigga wat u say x3 everywere i go they tell me they wanna kill me nigga i dont play walk around wit gold on my neck gold on deck im a walking lik these niggas talkin shit so i stay strapped wit the 30s witeboy from the hood fuck wat u say i got aks nd ima spray bullets in ur face bullets thru ur brain u dont kno me sometimes i feel lonely i kno alot of ppl but these drugs make me empty my lifes full of trouble 15 funerals yea nigga its a struggle to survive they systems setup to get us how the fuck am i gonna live off of 1k a month id rather die so do grimy shit to make 15k now thats life i pray i make it till im 40 my momma tell me im gone die young if i dont change my life im tryna beat the system buts its a struggle to survive fuck the money cuz it brings alot of problems niggas wanna take my life away so stay stapped with 30s nd AKs witeboy from europe fuck wat u have to say if u wanna hate jus step the f cuk out the way cuz this witeboy gon spray i put it on my life cuz im not tryna die. pigs tryna take me away so i run. 5 warrants im on the run.
not a rapper but I'll rap one like a pastor with soulful passions dont smoke it down at once make it last son got a hunch that I'm a factor in the equasion of gettin faded the haze got the Haitians mistaking me for a Asian why is what i'm spittin sounding so racial hidden agendas in my subconscious lay wreckage on the surface the atomic bomb weed that i churn out like Willie Nelson's bong long dong with a thong thats just some gay shit that i'm on prop 8 gettin baked with those who would never shake the ass of a female in some places itll land your ass in jail but not here, land of the free home of the pale pasty mothafuckers who think they ill but they really fuckin white trash hittin they sisters and poppin pills lol im done
What the fuck's wrong with me? Society's mocking me. Society's wanting me, To jump off the balcony. I leap and fall on my feet. And keep on running Because if I can't conquer through struggling it all don't mean nothing.
What makes the man, the atomic bonds I'm connected by. Resemblin' the material in the stars that stretch the sky. But how does we differ from you and I? When two realities coexisting logically create a paradox. We gotta stay unified, observin' Earth and beyond. Trynna differentiate simulation from stimuli. 'Cause the potential for computer's that's generatin' lives, For real, different perspectives for you to realize.
You would have to be a rap athlete to attempt n' hurdle me, My lifes a Dr Suess story, all i see is purple tree's My vision has pristine precision you can get murked with ease, Acid the black magic assassin releasing the kracken on you bleak MC's You can get weakened knees', No cheap shots - they'll be completely free, I don't care if i have to become a fucking god for them to believe in me, It'll take something big for you to be-little me, I wasn't born the evil seed for i was birthed with no identity, this was all created mentally...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Agl1TgVfls0 could you imagine life, without you and me? if the whole world goes blind tell me how you would see the mishaps, tragedies, pawns and the majesties the good seems so small compared to all the savagery but shit, if you askin me.. i dont really give a fuck im a roll sticky blunt and tell my little homies live it up cuz life is so fragile, i give a bitch my swollen member like madchild please, the beat is heat and my rhymes are so agile i study a street rapper like he think he nice with that style? dats wild, so i approach him with a mic wrap the cord around his neck and leave em hopin for his life but na son, i show no mercy with the rhymes my word is my weapon niggaz thirsty for a crime its life
I may be a mortal, but im still more than orally skilled, im uncontrollably ill, but still, nothings affordable, so I need more fortunate bills, to give my family something that only fortune will fill. of course, im so sick of working this 9-5, Anylyze, the only reason we do it's, to stay alive, putting food on the table at no compromise, people will do anything it takes to survive in this life, or vibe in a hearse, thats when you realize that's its time to disperse, verses and lines, he rehearses rhymes to get it right, so you can just spit everytime without a stop or a stutter, flow smoother than butter, it shakes your mind till your spine starts to shudder, and dance shuffle and clap boom bustle thats hustle of rap.
i know audio gets no love in here but i probably wont be posting in here very often anymroe unless its recorded. just fuckin with this tonight.. seein if i wanna make a song outta it. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=85ZmvLPAZi4 im officially working on a project called "Qs & Zs"