didnt read all the other posts.
but if it was your first time, can you explain the bold line lol.
I meant it in a small perspective, alongside the feeling you get from alcohol-intoxication etc. I'd never experienced a "head high" before, and thus i didnt really know what to expect
Im heading downtown soon, theres a good store that i know of which sells a variety of pipes, bongs, acessories like grinders etc. Need a scale aswell.
When there items are purchased i guess im pretty loaded with what i need.
I just really hope that next time i smoke i wont get so nervous. I know deep inside that
this is most likely why i had the panic-attack last friday when i smoked for the first time.
Like i said, feeling of being warm but then cold, pounding heart.. minor dizzyness. Feeling in general unwell.
Maryjane cant trigger heart-problems can it?
Its things like this i go around worry about.
Spoke to a friend of mine, he was recently in rotterdam.
He smokes quite a bit, and when i sat down in a coffeshop he had a few tokes, and after a short while he also had a minor panic-attack due to his heart racing up. So he had to leave and get back to his hotel to chill it out. I suppose it isnt dangerous but still its kinda scary when your in the smacking middle of it. Anxiety-attacks can feel so real. Im sure i freaked out because my heart started to pound, and i felt very cold at the same time. Is this a reaction i will get every time i smoke weed? And what is causing me to get the chills? I actually almost started to shake a bit aswell.
On top of all this i just want to get high and enjoy it, without getting cold or stuff like that.
Anyone else experienced this before?
I know however that weed ain't harmful (as far as i know) and these "sideeffects" i had, isnt harmful either. Just didnt feel good, at all.
But like i said, this was my first time. After the first time (friday) i smoked like just a VERY SMALL piece of my bud, placed it in a cigarette (few days ago). Didnt feel much but maybe a little more relaxed, nothing happened at that time.
Just hope i wont be struggling with panic-attacks every time i get high, it really ruins it.
Been on perscription medication once like i mentioned - for about 5 months back in 2005.
I might be a person who could get anxious a little easy, but i know weed isnt harmful and i know that whatever i feel when im high is not harmful in any way.
I mean.. it isnt, is it? Ill toke some more soon enough, not much but just a bit.. then ill see how it works out.
Edited by PlantofPleasure, 09 February 2010 - 01:23 PM.