I'm going to be upfront with something: I am wildly, desperately sexually frustrated. I've only been with two guys in my life, and have only made out with a couple more than that. It's not that I'm a goodie two shoes, nor am I unattractive, just PAINFULLY awkward around the opposite sex. A guy could send out CLEAR signals that he's into me, and for whatever reason, I will simply refuse to acknowledge them. For example, this hot guy I was tutoring in English asked me out to lunch, offered to give me rides home, asked me to come CAMPING FOR FUCKS SAKE! and I couldn't bring myself to take the plunge.
I'm not interested in a relationship right now, but I've got to get some sex before I rape someone (hahaha). There's this one guy that I see at work from time to time, and he's flirting somewhat heavily. I don't think he'll make a clear first move though, and if history is any indicator, I'll probably end up ignoring him out fear.
How the fuck do I remedy this? Why can't I socialize normally with any male who shows me attention?