It's harder to shoot someone than u think.. i promise, u get all these racing thought like "what if they die" and even if ur in the right u still have to prove ur innocence.
I have always believed, if you arent mad enough to kill somebody, than you arent mad, and why waste time.
Last night, I was mad, and in all honesty, I would have no problem killing somebody. That is why my old neighbor in the Army, wanted me to join so bad. I dont have a problem ending a human life if I know its right. Kinda sadistic, but shit, its just me.
I looked over everything today, nothing was taken. What makes me mad, is they were around the back of my house, where there is nothing but woods, and around my moms room. Me and her have been through some shit, but I would still cap somebody over family, and I would to the stint in jail with no problem.
Last night, all my frustration came out in that one bullet. I am glad I didnt aim where I heard the person. Because in all honesty, I am scared to think of what I would have done.
The even weirder part, is less than a week ago, I had a dream, that I pulled this same gun, on somebody else in my yard. I think it was like 25 kids in my dream, they were riding quads and tearing up my shit.