Are you getting black tar?
Be careful too man, the last thing you need is a second addiction. Heroin addiction does your body like shit as it is...dont need an amphetamine addiction to go with it.
Thankfully no, I've never seen black tar, or had it before. I currently get a very light tan powder, or more recently it's back to solid rock. It's very strong, unfortunately
A $20 of this stuff can send you to the moon, its rediculus, however, since it's so strong it makes for easy addiction/increase in tolerance.
I def don't need an ampheatamine addiction, but back in high school at the begining of the year I bought a year worth of adderall from my connect and took them almost every day, just 20 or 30mg, and I've never had a problem. I only have a few of them and I don't abuse them and use high doses, just a normal dose, and so far I've found that I have never had any withdrawal symptoms from stopping cold turkey, even after taking 1 or 2 pills a day for almost a year straight.
heres an idea how about u quit heroin? ever think of that? im not judgein u and im not tryin to tell u how to live but have u thought about quiting? what if for some reason u chould not get any money for 2 weeks what whould u do be sick? sounds like a bad deal but hey do what u want.
im sure it feels great but who wants to spend there life chasein some brown powder. im sure hes addicited to it but there is no reason not to TRY to quit. but hey man u live life ur way im not tryin to tell u what do it ur life its not mine.
There always has to be someone in these type threads that has to bring a negative vibe, even if they hide behind "I'm not telling you what to do but..."
This thread wasn't about what I plan on doing with heroin and my life, I wanted advice on one situation regarding the mixing of two substances, because I was afraid I would enter withdrawal.
Yes, I have thought about quitting, and am trying to, believe me I don't want to spend my life chasing any drug, brown powder, or black tar, or whatever. It is costing me a ton of money, and it sucks. Yes, most of the time I do get jammed from the heroin I get, and I enjoy the feeling, but more often than not I have to go out in the morning and get some just to make it through the day, I need it just to feel normal. If I don't have any for a while I'm unable to go to school, I can't go out with my girlfriend, wouldn't be able to work, I can't do anything. If you've never gone through withdrawals from hard drugs then there is no way you can understand, the withdrawals are HORRIBLE. They are so painful both physically and mentally, and it makes living life impossible.
I told my parents what was going on with my heroin addiction, and I have been weeing myself off of the dope with the assistance of my parents. Imagine that, I'm 19 and I had to go to my parents and explain to them that I'm a drug addict. Theres no need to explain everything, but my parents have been super supportive. They give me $100 every few couple days and I'll buy some dope, and they know that. I used to shoot almost $300 a day, and I've cut it down to almost $30 a day. The problem is the home stretch since if I go to $0 immediately I will have horrible withdrawals, but I'm working on it. I don't like how you came in with an attitude telling me I should quit or think about it. You have no idea what is going on in my life, or anything about me, or how badly I want to not be addicted to heroin. Think before you speak bro, theres no need to be an asshole to me simply because I do heroin and you dont.
Also, I'm not in the position to run out of money since my parents give me the money for the dope, however, if I were to run out of money I would suffer through hell. Cold sweats, vomiting, direarha, chills, insomnia, mental problems, heart problems, high blood pressure. It is so painful, and I can't afford to take the time out of my life to suffer through the withdrawals. If I could I would've stopped by now, but I can't. I'm not going to lie I enjoy doing heroin, but I wish more than anything that it was simply like weed, and I could do it when I want and that would be the end of it, but it isn't, and I'm trying so hard to get off it, you don't know what you are talking about, and I don't think you should post if you don't have a clue.
You have no idea. Read some books or something. Scar Tissue by Anthony Kiedis is a good one, it's about the RHCP lyricist and his many addictions. It'll help you understand that being an addict isnt doing a drug, its a lifestyle. when you quit the drug, you lost your lifestyle and there is a huge void of "What the fuck do i do with all this money and time"? oh ill buy some H since that's what i do, it's my thing. Oh, look im back on the wagon.