I live in NC, and I have prostatitis. I have constant pain in my testicles, back, hips, groin, abdomen, etc. I've been suicidal for a while as I've had this for a year. I tried pot when in highschool once and didn't get high. I smoked with the only friend of mine who smoked before he moved away, and something strange happened. I didn't really notice the pain. I loved being high but it was amazing not feeling this pain that had been with me for so long. Even the next day it was gone for the most part, I guess my muscles were still relaxed or something. I told him about it and he gave me about half a gram before leaving, and I made a waterfall bong and sure enough, pain was gone for the next 2-3 days.
Now I have no connections, and I wouldn't know where to start. Isn't there some kind of fucking underground medical marijuana practice? I hate even doing anything illegal, even though I know its stupid to be illegal in the first place.
I tried asking a dude at my college who I talked to and found out he smoked, but he's all sketchy about it and said nah he can't give out his sources.
Any clues about what to do?