i'm so scared its fucking ridiculous.
i dont know how long she will have to stay but i hope she feels better soon.
i dont think we have spent a night apart in two years. we always sleep together, even when we're mad at each other.
no details about why, i know, but thats too much to get into for real. i just cant do it.
I cant live without her..... and i hope i never have to try.
please send good vibes this way..... have us in your thoughts, and prayers if you are into that sort of thing....
i cant smoke a cig in here and its driving me nuts. i cant even smoke in the parking lot or on the sidewalk.
god... why this? why now?