ok so idk where to post this really but basically i used to get hard as a fuckin rock everytime i even smelt weed, let alone when i was stoned. i was so horny and in go mode 24/7. but i kind of stopped smoking for like a year. i mean every once in a while i would, and when i was sober and not smoking i'd be good to go too. what i'm trying to say is i started smoking again recently and i had some girl over tonight and jim didn't wanna show up for work if you know what i mean... This happened twice since i started smoking again and i had to blame it on me still being in love with my ex to save some dignity.. this hasn't happened ever and i really need this she's tighter than an extremely well tied ice skate or knot. if this doesn't make sense let me know because i couldn't tell ya
Yep. Getting stoned somehow takes away my shame of being attracted to other chicks.. which then allows me to explore my fantasies. Not gonna go into too much detail... but yeah, marijuana has been a very powerful tool in my life. It's a shame that it can cause paranoia and racing negative thoughts (comes and goes, in waves).. that's why I prefer to do it in combination with alcohol, and stick to indica strains. I have an over-active mind, very restless. Even as a kid - I used to hallucinate at night before I went to bed.. followed by suffocating nightmares. Crazy imagination.