I totally believe in aliens and think they are a part of human evolution. And I think what Bashar said about incarnating on earth is pretty cool. I feel like I chose to be here, and will get to chose my next life as well. Existence is weird like that. Totally wide open. I can't help but feel these things, I recognize I might be entirely matter, and when I die that's it, but consciousness doesn't seem like an entirely physical thing. I guess I just like the idea that there is something outside this universe, and we "go into" this one. But where does it end? Is there something outside the "universe" that holds this universe within it? I think the big thing for me that makes me think this way is: how does this universe exist? Its odd to me that it exists honestly lol. Something can't come from nothing, so something has always existed somehow. I can accept that it exists, and that's just the way it is, but it doesn't put to rest any of my questions. I lean towards there actually being a real answer, just one we can't ever fathom in this universe. Like when I go back to where I came from, I will know again lol. Real shit. I guess the psychological explanation for my feels would be that I long to know everything. Could be unhealthy but IDGAF its much more fun to imagine fantastical possibilities than plain old reality as we know it. EDIT: And by plain old reality as we know it I mean that close minded view that seems to get beat into you violently. We'd rather deny some things than explore them. I've seen a UFO, me and three other friends, pretty surreal. Was it alien? Advanced human technology? A spoof-craft? All possible explanations. But one thing I know it wasn't was some everyday craft and that's what you'll get pounded with by all these close minded people.