Hello all! What is up?! New here. So iv been on this site awhile and decided to actually say something lmao. I'm not really new to smoking..iv smoked once..about a year ago. And to be completely honest it changed my life. I haven't smoked since then bc it's hard to find it when I have no friends..don't judge me on that aspect, I moved to a new place almost 2 years ago and I'm not good at making friends...so...I had a buddy of mine send me a little bit and I smoked it and you know It changed me. Iv had such a change on how I see the world and stuff..since then I think about it a lot..iv done my research..I'm all for it..I'm also all for being very serious about it as well and want to grow it..now that makes me feel like I'm retarded in a way..looking at it as..iv only smoked it once and want to grow it now..am I stupid for wanting to do this?? Honestly just thinking about it, looking at pictures, reading about it, watching videos about it, just everything about it just makes me feel so calm and relaxing..it sounds kinda weird but does it sound as dumb as I feel it does?? Sorry for the long first ever post but I really just wanted to get that out there..somewhere.. Thanks for any replies in advance!
Because when I was younger, i used to dream about growing weed too. I started early (age 11 tried, aged 12 doing on the reg) and ever since then wanted to grow. I have grown a few times since then and it is a lot of fun. There is a true sense of accomplishment with each harvest, whether the yield was good or bad. You can pick up a frosty nug and look at it in awe thinking to yourself "I made this" because you did. Its like a father being proud of himself for raising a good son although growing weed was probably a lot easier than having kids.
that's very true.. I just feel that if people knew I only smoked once and now I want to grow that it sounds really stupid to do you know..if that makes sense?
I want to grow but just never got around to it. You will save money and can grow strains you want. Quality of the plant comes down to how dedicated you are with your plant.