"Hey guys it's me Anni, Momo is my mouth right now, I finally hit rock bottom and all of the things I didn't deal with boiled over and I couldn't stand the scalding. I though seriously about killing myself, I even had a thought of hitting my wife. I checked myself into the ER. I'm really messed up and wanted to apologize for not being honest with you blades. I really hurt my wife, I've hurt her so badly for so long because I was really awful to her, I didn't listen when she offered advice, I was dishonest, verbally abusive, I took her for granted, treated her badly and overall just didn't treat her with love as I should have. I wasn't honest with anyone, even you guys. I'm sorry. I could use all the support, advice, self esteem and good energy. Love you guys" Anni asked me to post this for her as she can't right now but I told her that everybody on GC really loves her it's true guys
You have to love yourself before you can have the ability to love others. Kudos to you for wanting to change things. Definitely respectable. Good luck, you know we are all here for you if you need us.
"Momo is in my mouth right now" hmm..probably not the best choice of words there, but anyway, good luck! we all go through shit, bounce back and come back stronger. well wishes
Sending positive vibes Anni. Take time to get yourself right, I hope you feel better soon and get back to writing like you should
I'm a lurker, so Annicus won't know who the fuck I am, but I've got a lot of respect for Anni. Been reading her posts for years, really genuine blade. Wishing her the best. When times get bad, you always got the grasscity community to talk to. Everyone here loves her and respects her highly.
Annicus, just tell me where to drop the nuclear orbital bombardment everyone has to eat a few shit sandwiches i n their lives, everyone. roll with the punches, buddy!