bad. day

Came home from lunch with my daughters.and parents to shortly thereafter find my three pitbull (terriers?) Covered in blood wagging their tails. With my black lab trying to breathe through what used to be her throat...blood everywhere. The pitbulls are the nicest, most timid dogs.around people. The fattest one would let my 3 year sit, jump, ride her, everything. We rescued the other two as starving pups and theyve always been a little skiddish around me. I never hurt them but they have seen me get somewhat violent so i guess thats where that fear stems from. Anyways the lab, Hanna, was the bigger (in terms of size, not muscle) of the four dogs, the most dominant by far. She would bully the other dogs sometimes but it always.seemed to be playful in the end. But i always noticed.when the.dogs were playing or wrestling they would always somehow.keep hanna out of the group, on the sidelines trying to jump in until she was frustrated enough to bully her way in. The lab Hanna i took from my ex whos mom was going to take her to the pound because she was allergic to dogs or some dumbass shit. Well when hanna did live with them she spend 50% of her time locked in the.bathroom the other.50% chained outside, barking, angry, pissing people off. This dog really had issues but.regardless i loved her because she had personality which i always felt the pits didnt. Gut feeling was, these dogs gotta go. If id had a gun i would have put the other ones down when i found Bugsys head buried in Hannas chest, wagging her tail. All i felt was anger. As time went on though the anger faded and i saw the possible scenarios: hanna got overly agressive and one of the other dogs saw an aggressive authority figure and instincts took over the here and now with no fucks given about the past or future. Blood was drawn and the other dogs joined in. I cant help but wonder if instead the pits straight chased her down with intent to fuck with her, just got too excited and never let off her. There was a single line trail of blood about twenty feet down the hill, then thicker spots, then a huge.spot a fewfeet from her body. Want to know the worst part? And if you dont agree trust me i understand, as i was feeling way fucked up earlier. My 1 and 3 year old spend a lot of time at my parents house. Gut feeling was: dogs have to go. 5 hours later i watched my other three dogs beeing injected with purple shit before collapsing in my arms and wondering why the fuck do we have the right to do this because im not that guy that doesnt give a fuck about animals. I KNOW what we did was the RIGHT option from a self preserving human being perspective, but god damn. And my alternator went out so i cant cop the eighth i had lined up...

 

I accidentally hit period instead of space when im typing fast. And i know it was just gruesome man

 

I love pit bulls dude...i had all these dogs for almost 3 years. Im fucked up over it but the worst part is my step dads like, depressed, plus a serious mental disorder. And the nigga really loved the dogs because he hates people i guess. Four fucking dogs. Inside and outside. My mom cleans plus hired this chick to clean her house once a week because of all the fucking dog hair because to them it was worth it. The house will be so much quieter.