Dick Dont Work, Currently in Training

I've been beatin off since I was about 13 or 14. I remember seeing my own nut for the first time, thinking "WOW, IM A FUCKIN MAN!". I lost my virginity at 16.. I remember I was concerned about my first time having sex, because I didn't know shit about it and how long I would last. But, after the first time(the girl wasn't a virgin) the girl I fucked didn't notice she I just lost my virginity to her LOL   . I didn't even cm quick, I was fuckin that lil pussy for like 14 minutes. And as I've gotten older, I've gotten better at learning how to finesse and manuever and get girls to fuck me  . But ever since I've been sexually active, I've always continued my looking at porn and masturbating. It wouldn't be a week that would go by that I would not go without whackin the ole weed whacker to some good ole milf, amateur, POV, cream pie, or HOT LATINA porn lmfao. I started developing a very, very, very, VERY frustrating problem. Since, I always beat my dick I never came quick in bed.. That pattern soon started turning into me not being able to become erect, or keep a boner long because of me looking at so much porn and beating off. Basically, to sum it up my brain was getting to trained to turn on by the porn category I was looking at, so for about 3 months I haven't watched porn. I couldn't give up beatin off though . Not to brag or toot my own horn, but I have sex every week. And I remember situations where I was bailed out by GOOD HEAD, and the sex was saved.. It's only been three times where I was actually about to have sex, and I couldn't get up. Three and I'm fucking 19, that's fucked up. The first time was with my ex-girlfriend. I was so embaressed, but she truly tried to make me feel better and say she did not care. The second time was also with her, and I really didn't care. I was making jokes about it, because I was more familiar with the problem. I had given her ROUNDS and hella good ass sex before, so she already know how I was rockin . The third time was with this 23 year old, and it was this past weekend. I was off a drug that I cannot name though, because GC will take my topic down.. I got some ok top, but basically I was barred out and couldn't get up. I already know how to cure my problem. I've experimented with this before, and the results felt so fucking good  ... It was only a small experiment too. But, basically I didn't look at porn or beat off for 7 DAYS, and I had this lil thot over and fucked her.. OMG it was the best orgasm everrrrrrrr and I was wearing a condom -_______- Unfortunately, I couldn't keep with this ritual because I think about sex a lot and being a pothead makes it no better. BUT I'VE HAD IT UP TO HERE WITH THIS BULLSHIT. It's gotten to the point where every time before I have sex I come to find myself thinking how the sex will get started and how my jimjim is gone get up.. WHen in reality I shouldn't have to think about that at all and just focus and enjoy the sex. I'm making a promise to myself and my manhood, that Im going to stop masturbating.. I need to do this for the betterment of my sex life. I really don't care for porn anymore, because having stopped looking at it has helped me a lot. I just need to cancel masturbation out or maybe limit myself to twice a month, really none. I'll post my results in some weeks, or months. You all will be updated. I know I'm not the only one suffering from shit like this, so I just made this thread on some high, ranting type shit. Wish me luck

 

I overcame my problem lmao. It was simple, too much thinking.. And lay off the weed whacker