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Seriously considering flushing all my weed down the toilet.

Discussion in 'Apprentice Marijuana Consumption' started by laughing_gas, Nov 18, 2014.

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  1. #1 laughing_gas, Nov 18, 2014
    I thought I would enjoy toking. Stupid me I thought it would lessen my stress and increase my focus. I thought it would lessen my anxiety and depression and make me more happy and confident in myself. However I've found that it does the exact opposite. 
     
    I am relatively new to smoking, and I recently purchased 2 gs from a friend. I was under the impression that 2g's was like 2 rounds of smoking and I thought I would have smoked through it all in like 1 day. However I was dead wrong. I ended up getting some of the smelliest, most densely packed weed ever. The kind of weed that smells the whole house up. This could easily take me two months to smoke as I can only smoke like once a week. 
     
    Anyway, whenever I smoke weed, I don't have any fun. I just get extremely sad, guilty, and paranoid. I get extremely bad paranoid and depressing thoughts in my mind that I've never experienced before when sober. One occasion, I even had some suicidal thoughts, which scared the shyt out of me. My conscience is always fighting with me whenever I smoke this stuff and I really don't like it. 
     
    Not to mention that I can't think straight for like 3 days after smoking the herb. I feel all scatterbrained and I can't function properly in my daily routine. I feel lazy, like I don't want to do my school work, and I find it extremely difficult to stay on track with my responsibilities when i am under the influence of marijuana. Even as I am writing this text, I feel like I can't articulate my words as good as I could before...? :/
     
    My parents are extremely anti-weed, and all along I thought they were crazy. But now after my recent experiments I can understand why people would be against it. Me personally, it does nothing but f*ck with my mind and make me feel extremely bad about myself.
     
    I just feel so bad for hiding 2 Gs of weed in my PARENT'S house cause I enjoy living with my parents. I have a great relationship with them and they have great trust in me, more than most parents would have in their children. They always trust me to do the right thing and in return they supply me with everything I need (transportation, food, shelter, education, etc.). Some of the best times I ever had were with my family. Never in a million years would they suspect me of smoking weed, and if they ever found out, their trust in me would be totally ruined. I would rather my weed get flushed down the toilet, before my parent's trust. I mean whenever I go down in the basement and smell it, I feel so guilty and angry with myself. I am bringing illegal substances that I could get arrested for into my parent's household, a place that I've built so many awesome memories for as long as I have existed. They've worked so hard in providing me with an awesome lifestyle and this is what I do. I start smoking weed. That idea really doesn't sit right with me. I don't want to deal with this burden of my parents discovering this secret of mine anymore. I mean 24/7 all I am thinking about is "please don't smell it..please don't smell it..." and it really isn't how I want to live my life. 
     
    Yeah, it was 40 bucks, and the bowl was $25. The only thing stopping me from doing this is the value aspect of weed. It took me a while to dig this up, and it was a lot of money. However when it all comes down to it, my family is more important than my money. I feel as though all my horrible guilty feelings would just go away if I simply disposed of the weed. I really don't think this stuff is right for me. This is all leading me to have extreme internal identity crisis issues right now and I really think that flushing the weed is the best thing for me. So right now, I am leaning towards flushing it down the toilet. What do you guys think of my decision?

     
  2. #2 lFourTwenty, Nov 18, 2014
    Yeah you should feel bad for bringing weed into your parents house.
     
    Also, that's where your shitty smoke session are coming from. You are already in a guilty mindset about the weed, so when you smoke, it only intensifies it.
     
  3. #3 ktoke, Nov 18, 2014
    Its not for everyone. Instead of flushing, give it to a friend
     
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  4. #4 NGP, Nov 18, 2014
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    You're asking for a lot from just a little, and for only trying it for your first time too....
     
    Cannabis can do all of those things, and it does. Perhaps try smoking in a different environment, or a different mood? You want it to make you fun, happy, less stressed, more focused, less depressed, more this, less that. You're already setting yourself up for failure by having so many expectations.
     
    Care to post up a pic of the weed? The way you described it as ...
     
     
    Densely packed? Sounds terrible. Maybe you just got bad weed...
     
    :confused:
     
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  6. #6 Cen_Cal_Care, Nov 18, 2014
    it seems to me as if alot of kids have been starting threads latley 65 bucks alot of money? I can understand if you dont have a job sure dont wanna dog on u OP but how old are you?
     
  7. #7 Brother Urb, Nov 18, 2014
    It's unfortunate that you can't find the space physically or mentally to enjoy this wonderful plant.  Come back in a few years and try again when you are in a different place in your life. ;)
     
  8. #8 BloodBooger, Nov 18, 2014
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    So..you have broken the secret stoners code and discovered that the "reefers" does indeed cause madness, blindness, flatulence and incontenence....also makes your breath smell terrible...well, either the "marijuana cigarettes" or the cheese flavored doritos...one or the other....anyway, now that you fully grasp what 3,000 years worth of "weedheads and reefer jockeys" have been hiding, you must package up all the "evil weed" you can put your obviously responsible hands on and mail it to me......I"ll burn it for you. I live in the UK so the hallucenigenic smoke should be no problem....dont flush it..you could contaminate your cities entire water system and create a flood of mindless, wandering, worrying fret-fart piss zombies.....send it NOW.
     
  9. #9 oGLb_, Nov 18, 2014
    Genius lol


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  10. #10 itsmarch20th, Nov 18, 2014
    Yeah smoke in a better environment. Maybe sleeping over a friends house? I remember when I would use to smoke in the house I would get really paranoid and the high wouldn't be enjoyable. But now I don't really care, and my highs are better


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  11. #11 BloodBooger, Nov 18, 2014
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    Ive noticed a lot of "kids" posting on here too lately.....my suspicious side always sets off alarms when most of them sound like some really uncool cop sitting in some Police Station trying to sound like confused and scared little Johnnie needing advice from "hardened criminal stoners" who hang out in public forums....the posts always seem to be scripted right out of anti drug propaganda programs shown by cops to jr. High schoolers....."I think Im a gonna flush all my weed down the toilet cuz its makin me crazy..what ya'll think?"....of course, us stoners say the right things, offer encouragement, support, help with just letting it go....but damn, its weird seeing all these kids on here now acting like poster boys for the Just say NO campaign.
     
  12. #12 Grendelking, Nov 18, 2014
    Don't flush it down the toilet !! Mail it to me first. PM me for my address. I'll give it the loving that it deserves.
     
  13. #13 Deleted member 197774, Nov 18, 2014
    if this is how it makes you feel i would totally flush it down the toilet. i feel like it would empower you in some way and make you feel better.

    i personally would never flush bud, but thats because smoking helps me.
     
  14. #14 Cen_Cal_Care, Nov 18, 2014
    or just a parent posting acting as their kid that just got caught lol.For me idc if the cops are watching seeing as how im legal in my state :) and soon enough everyone will be legal in the US
     
  15. #15 ganjah7, Nov 18, 2014
    I know how you feel OP regarding the depressing and suicidal thoughts, this happened to me after taking a month break. Honestly if I were you I would just quit, the only way I got past these thoughts was by smoking multiple times everyday until I built up my tolereance.
     
  16. #16 Mid man, Nov 18, 2014
    lol 2 grams lasting 2 months
    lol 2 grams lasting 2 months
     
  17. #17 BloodBooger, Nov 18, 2014
    lol..that aint smokin...thats holding...
     
  18. #18 mikecully, Nov 18, 2014
    Maybe because there bring heroin and pills to high school it's like ... What is this so called weed to them. SICK.. My phone was dead on the bus the other day and was trying to call my wife I mutter a swear this ten year old offered me hers out of her hello kitty bag it was nicer I phone than mine her mom was in LaLa land on blue tooth paying no attention but these kids have tablets cell phones pills everything now adays. I was lucky enough to get super NES for Christmas


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  19. #19 BloodBooger, Nov 18, 2014
    yeah, its getting safer everyday...but simple possession of a single gram here will get you 5 years still.....growing and its 10 plus.
     
  20. #20 BloodBooger, Nov 18, 2014
    I bought my 3 boys a snes system off ebay last year..they play it more than the xbox..and the youngest loves the plain old nes system.....
     
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