Soooo tricky. Exs: always down to fuck. That can come with emotion if u can't control. U will always be physically attracted. Be careful People: if them coming back into your life is beneficial to you - do it. Otherwise, fuck that. People are shady. Look out for those that do the same. Otherwise dip.
I'm trying my best man.. just woke up from a nap, and I feel horrible. Every once in a while I'll have a dream about her and it seems to fucking real, and I don't get it. Is it just my subconcious trying to fuck with me or what? I don't know what it means and it happens at least twice a week. This last one was worse cause I remember almost all the details of it.
Get addicted to getting money, get urself a hobby find your inner passion.. Get over her, if she wasnt in it for the long run and she cheated she aint never getting no love, unless time machines are invented lol. Never ever take anyone back if they cheat on you. Just my thoughts