Im So Happy

Discussion in 'Philosophy' started by untilwesoar, Aug 4, 2014.

  1. At least thats what i tell myself and everyone else. I think im going to kill myself. I hate my life and myself. Theres nobody that cares about me anymore. I just dont know how to handle it but im scared. Im so scared of death but what can be worse than life?

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  2. #2 Jingo Dookstain, Aug 4, 2014
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    Holy shit on a stick that escalated quickly.
     
    1-800-273-8255 is the national suicide hotline, assuming you're in America. I don't know if you're trolling or not, but don't kill yourself. If you are trolling, shame on you.
     
    But if you're being serious, just call that hotline. For real man, suicide isn't the answer for anything.
     
    Edit: And if you're scared of death, that's just another sign that you don't truly want to commit suicide -- so don't dude. Plenty of people care about you; even people you don't know. You're just forcing yourself to think otherwise. It's what many would call 'tunnel vision.'
     
  3. I know a large part of me doesnt want to die because i wanna call out for help... But a large part of me says death is the easy part. I feel so small and alone and i have felt this way for about 15 years now and im scared ill cave in moments like these. I can feel myself breaking

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  4.  it certainly sounds appealing since u don't gotta deal with this uncomfortable feeling you feel now, which is probably chronic. but it wont be relief that you feel,infact ud feel nothing at all.All i can suggest isthat u reflect on why u hate urself and life an try see what u can change. 
     
  5. The beautiful thing about our lives is the ability to change them at any minute. You can decide one night of laying in bed thinking that "Hey you know what, I don't like my life
    , the way I'm living, or the way my life is turning out. I'm not going to live like this anymore." Try living a different life style man. See if you like it and are happier. If you don't like it then don't live that lifestyle and try something else. I might he able to specifically tell you something you can try If you can just be honest and send me a message about all the reasons you aren't happy. Suicide isn't the answer. And noone on earth knows what happens when you die. So don't act like you know the answer and suicide will numb all the pain. Because you don't know what will happen if you commit suicide. Noone does.

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  6. Change your attitude, you change your life. We're all struggling in the battle of life, you must come to realize your earliest memories of hardship are often times where you needed the most insight. If you change your attitude about these early life experiences (and all of them for that matter) you will.find something valuable within em. Life's a learning process, the game is hard because unfortunately society leaves little Avenues for self evaluation and interpretation. Hit me up if you need someone to talk to.
     
  7. #7 yurigadaisukida, Aug 6, 2014
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    Maybe you should sleep more. You'd crave death less if consciousness became a rarity

    (I know this from personal experience)
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  8. #8 So_savage420, Aug 6, 2014
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    Hey bro don't do it man life is the best gift of all don't throw it away and sleep for eternity, I know shits ruff now and I've felt that way many times before looking back at my life, its normal. Thats why you should go talk to people, surround your self with positive people like us! Most important give, give to your community help out people in need, volunteer at a food kitchen I dare you for one day cause you will talk to some people that will show you they have it worse. We are all strong individuals and I believe in you to see the light, stay among us and wait till death comes knocking on our door when that time comes like the rest of us.

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  9. #9 Boats And Hoes, Aug 6, 2014
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    God bless, my friend.
     
    May you find peace within your heart (for you will not find it outside of or without your heart); I pray that you may.
     
    "Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it."
     
    Before you take any steps forward, you must believe in yourself, and trust yourself, not that you may, but that you can.
     
  10. You seem to have many barriers yourself boats.
     
  11. #11 Boats And Hoes, Aug 6, 2014
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    Wth are you talking about, Pickled? This is not the place to focus on me or you.
     
  12. Just pointing it out. Take it or leave it. You'll likely react, but you'll have to break down those barriers one day.
     
  13. To be suicidal is NOT to have given up on life, but to desire change so badly that one would rather die than go without it. Whatever fucked up situation you're in that makes you feel like this...
    MAKE THE FUCKING CHANGE.
     
  14. An old friend of mine was once suicidal, I never understood how someone could think of killing themselves until I realized what she was going through. Long story as to why she was so depressed, I damn near had a contact depression just from seeing her, sometimes shit's rough. If nothing else have some fun and do something daring, for me adrenaline rush can cure anything. Go skydiving, paragliding, on a big ass roller coaster, jump off the high dive, or talk to a random girl at a bar . Life's so great man, and what makes it easier is to live in the little moments where nothing else matters.
     
  15. Here are some tips:

    1. Omega 3 fish oils

    2. Don't masturbate as frequent

    3. Lift weights. Not just go running or ballet or some shit. Push your limits and boost that testosterone. Really quiets down what goes on in your head.

    Follow these three steps


    Omega369
     
  16. Thanks all of you. You have no idea how much your kind words mean. Im in a bad place but hopefully my efforts to make a huge change in my life will start to follow through with actual change soon but until then I guess ill just smoke a blunt and watch bobs burgers. Yall have made me feel a lot better

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  17. You need to seek someone who can help and not judge which they're are plenty out their. First find the love from within yourself and the potential you have to do whatever you love and are passionate about. I may not know you but I want you to live and figure out the beauty that is in the world and in yourself. I am being bias toward life. ;)


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  18. 15 years is a long time to feel that way...theres probably more goin on than a crappy life. i was that way for many years...turns out I was nuts...they got pills for that :) I like my nuts pills...I'm not an asshole so much :)
     
  19. Ive started working out and that helped a lot. Im currently in the process of trying to find a therapist but when i tried to talk to my girlfriend she changed the subject so apparently i also need to find a new one of those. But that thought still just creeps up. Still every day but not all day everyday. Thank yall so much

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  20. Bro, get a handle on yourself. Take all that negative energy, take no action on it. Keep this in mind, you must see beyond your eyes. Think not about yourself or anyone else, or anything else. Just be what you are. And prove this to yourself, not by trying but doing, that you are worthy. No one is going to be more worthy than you at living the things youve been through. Everyones judgement is nil, specially when they think they know you. Only you know yourself. Do not care for their thoughts, let alone your own. For thoughts can lead to action. And unless you got a grasp of what you need to do to produce a good life. Ignore your thoughts. Do all of this for yourself first. Then when you have come to peace with your conditions and ability to see past them. With selfless love, focus on helping individuals, not by force, but by example. In this, life is not just better for yourself, but for all those around you. There is only one truth, we all have an equal experience of pleasure contrasted by pain. Do you the favor of seeing beyond endless possibilities. And expect nothing but life. No one said life was going to be all pleasure. If there was no pain to contrast it, we would take everything for granted. Appreciate each ounce of pleasure you can, dont force them to happen. Or look forward to them. The only thing to expect in life, is life...

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