Just watched this, seemed worth sharing...10 min. video i can relate to... no need to find a guru.. just get into a "relationship" if u want to test your ego level... or get out of one u r currently in if he or she is massaging (propping up) the ego.. then u will get a glimpse into the dream state.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uH7AxVnYFfM