Okay so I've always been a curious one for disturbing filmography. Disturbing movies usually have no affect on me. Cannibal Holocaust, Serbian Film, even pink flamingos left me with a giggle. I actually love disturbing and unsettling documentaries. They're my way of keeping socially conscious and knowing the sick stuff that if the average person knew would keep them sworn off from eating at a fast food place or going to a carnival. But two days ago I found myself on this website...and it actually left a sick and uncomfortable feeling in my chest. I guess that, thats the true meaning of being disturbed. It was a porn site and I had been bored of looking at the same things on xnxx all of the time and wanted to try something new. Mind you, I don't get off to crazy stuff. Actually my sexual preferences are quite mild compared to my choice in film. So I click into a video called "Trolling Of Wannabe Pornstars"...and dude, it gave me one of the worst feelings in my stomach I've ever felt. It was just a compilation of these girls coming in for a porn shoot and being verbally humiliated in the worst way possible. Being called skanks, whores, fatty, dumb bitches, stupid, ugly, everything that could deplete ones confidence to -5...it was horrible. And then, out of curiousity for the sick and horrible, I decided to watch another video. I forgot the exact name of this vid but it was a compilation of some of the worst breakdowns in porn. In some the girls were in the midst of the act, saw what they were doing, and just dipped. Others had boundaries that were crossed and just couldn't handle continuing. But the results in the end were the same. All of the camera guys, directors, other pornstars etc., could be heard calling the girl a stupid bitch. Or a whore. These things were so horrible to me for many reasons. But the main two are what changed my perception on just...people. One, that girl in that video...could be me. If I had a horrible self esteem, or wasn't strong enough to deal with my own fair share of abuse from childhood, I could be thay girl being slapped in the face, while going through some of the worst pain in having anal sex while being called a whore. Two, we watch these people as if their objects, putting on a show for our pleasure. We forget that they're people on a regular basis, and don't even consider the shit they have to go through in doing this. And I say we because, admittedly I do the same. And it's not even something I can totally blame on myself. Society shoves sex in everybodies face as nothing but a sex object. From Ralph Lauren and Victoria Secret commercials, to these huge billboards of scantily clothed women and men. When you really think about it, its sick. I told a male friend of mine this and his exact words were "Well they kind of deserve the abuse. Those girls choose to portray themselves in such a way. So why am I a bad guy for seeing them as objects, when they apply no decency to themselves." And then we proceeded to have a huge argument. These women are trying to make money in the best way that they think they can. The whole thing is messed up. Fun fact: In an article I've recently read, a former porn star tells that on her last job she had signed to only have sex with one guy and only vaginal. But when she got there, there were four and they did anal without her consent. Yet when she threatened to leave, they told her rhat she wouldn't get any money. Stupid assholes... So whats your opinion? And sorry for the long read lol, I'm just really passionate on this whole thing. Sent from my SPH-L720 using Grasscity Forum mobile app
It's sad, but you take a risk getting into that industry. Don't like it, find another way to make money.
Did the site start with an Ef? Yeah I know what you're talking about ,before I met my wife I watched some sick ass porn. It never really bothered me though to be honest. A lot of those girls actually get paid to be "abused" like that and as far as I'm concerned you can verbally abuse me all you want for the pay they're receiving (if any pay at all as some of those girls really are .....well......we'll call them "overly sexually active with everyone they meet" who do it just for the sex).
Lol I watched a couple of the wannabe pornstar trolling ones and I hate to break it to you but most of those girls were way too ugly to be in the industry. Yeah the dude was a dick but he's just tired of all the ugly ass hoes who think they could be anything more than a common street hooker as far as selling sex goes.I forget who said it but they got it right when they said, "being an ugly chick is like being a dude. You're gonna have to work." Fucked up but true. Those girls need to go to school and make some real money or they'll be stuck working minimum wage jobs either way they needed that reality check. Sent from my iPhone using Grasscity Forum
I liked this post because it was a good read. Nice way of writing, it captured me. Anyway, my opinion is.... It is what it is. Its a mix of sadness, depravity, confusion, self hate and so on and so forth. Its sickening in the perception that one could empathize the pain they go through. Its funny in a way they seek this and thought they were gonna be treated like princesses. Its all based on perspective and what it is, is a perpetuation of emotions with a perpetuation of perspectives. Kinda like a kaleidoscope of fuck (literarily, and literally) a bad acid trip. Thats what life is. It amazing really. I personally would watch this porn out of intrigue, just to observe human behavior.... But that'd what I do with regular TV and even then, I find myself perplexed and disgusted by the displays put fortg by people.
I'm kinda busy at work so I can't type much but, conveniently, I wanted to say basically the same thing as DreamHaze^ The only other addition I have is that you could argue that maybe some look at porn as an art? Maybe try looking at it that way instead? Dunno... Lmao I know I don't, I just fap to it, but I'm certain there are people out there that do; some might even be a part of the industry. Good post! EDIT- I've read interviews with porn stars and some claim they love their "career". I'm sure some are lying and others might be in denial, but there's gotta be some out there that do mean it. Maybe narcissists, or people that have no shame and love fucking, idk.
hahahaha didn't even read the whole post but im guessing the site is efukt am I allowed to put the name of the site?
Thats my favorite site, my favorite video on there is "Gentle Breakdown girl returns" am I allowed to put the name of the video?
Yep thats it. Aaaaaand I have no idea if you're allowed to put the name or not lol. Sent from my SPH-L720 using Grasscity Forum mobile app
I just spent about an hour watching videos from there. That site is absolutely fucking hilarious. After all, everything amd anything can be saddening
i think you're looking at everything wrong. the "one dick contract" actress? they didn't keep her from leaving, they simply said that if she walked out, she wouldn't get paid. and i'm sorry, but you won't be able to make me feel bad for a woman who earns her money on her back, or on her knees, or reverse-cowgirl for that matter. they made the decisions that led to that industry - they knew what they were getting into. i mean really, does a woman think she's gonna be a pornstar and not get fucked?
i thought your title of \t"Really, Really Sick Porn Is Giving Me A New Outlook"was going to be about some bondage videos .. instead its about porn stars getting called a whore? smdh i thought you wanted to be a dominatrix or something
Oh no lol I already went through that stage of life. Tried being both a dom and sub, preferred being a sub, so now I'm just the reciever of really rough sex. Quite enjoyable, but tame compared to some of the crap I've seen in previously mentioned porn. Sent from my SPH-L720 using Grasscity Forum mobile app
There are all different sorts of porn stars. Some women who only so scenes with other women, some who do scenes with both, some who do anal on camera and some who don't. If a specific porn actress didnt want to have sex with a man in that particular production then she has the right to be upset if she's otherwise forced into performing whatever she didnt agree to.
They say if you have good ears, and a good sound system, you can hear female porn actors retching and throwing up, off-camera, in porn movies. The very famous (male) porn star, Ron Jeremy, who seems to be a nice fellow and not a lowlife, has said that not a single woman he's ever worked with in film would have had sex with him if they were not getting paid. It's a very, very rough business for anybody, and women get paid more and thus are expected to take anything and everything.
I discovered that type of sick porn in September last year. Its wrong. There is REAL RAPE going on in the porn industry. REAL HITTING, REAL ABUSE. makes me fucking sick. Ashamed to admit after a while i actually got off to it. Porn has really changed. And MOST of these girls have no idea what they're getting into..(facialabuse) <-----Awful Videos of girls crying saying "im gonna be a doctor. i was supposed to be a doctor" and then the other men telling her she will never succeed and forever be a whore while she cries.. how do they sleep at night?
Honestly, I have no idea how those assholes are able to forgive themselves for that shit. I actually brought this up to my therapist and this is his conclusion on the majority of these abusive male pornstars. That they were probably previously abused by a prominent woman figure in their life, grew up afraid and hating females, and then when given a position of power over some (I.e. these women needing cash) they used that power to put these women through the pain that they previously had to deal with. I understand everyones point of view on this matter, but nonetheless, its still sick what these women have to go through. How are you going to judge them so harshly for trying to earn their own honest buck? When they feel that this is the only career that they're worthy of? Do you believe that the majority enjoy being double penetrated while being spit in the face by some middle aged pervert? And these people saying that " They kmow what they signed up for." Most. Don't. That example I gave earlier in my original post? That woman was raped. I don't care how you see it. She didn't consent to anal penetration. She didn't give the okay to have sex with more than one guy. But she needed the money. She felt that taking money from the state was a bad example to impress upon her child. She wanted to earn it, the only way she knew how. And you're judging her for trying to make the best she can out of a shitty situation? Geez.... Sent from my SPH-L720 using Grasscity Forum mobile app
Seeing men like this makes me want to go from bi to fully lesbian. I understand that not all guys are the same but millions of men go on that website to laugh at the women being humiliated and made fun of. And not only that but women usually turn out to be better at oral. The merits are seemingly endless when going lez. Sent from my SPH-L720 using Grasscity Forum mobile app
I honestly want to find the founder of the site. the guy in the videos who enjoys abusing woman LEGALLY. Too bad porn is still a taboo topic in society so something like this wouldnt be brought public. Im sure a politician wont go "hey guys i saw some pretty shocking porn last night, we got some laws to change" . nope.
this is the truest, realest sentence i have read in a very long time. thank you so much! where and from whom did you hear it?