Are you an emotional mess?

Discussion in 'Pandora's Box' started by Deleted member 281310, Apr 3, 2014.

  1. i feel like i'm an emotional mess. sometimes i don't even realize how fragile i am and i don't know if i love it or hate it. kind of like everything else. so are you an emotional mess? or do you got it under control? In reality I'm probably only posting this to get myself a bit more stable. i guess forums have become my go to communication line. don't know if i love it or hate it.

     
  2. Lol, I was just texting some chick friend of mine about how I hate myself and have no confidence with women, and find life pointless because I believe in nothing, not even atheism. And I really broke down today on my lunch break on campus. So yeah, I'm an emotional wreck.
     
    I just thought it was funny that I saw this pop up on the feed when I was just talking about my emotions hahah...
     
  3. id say im the opposite of an emotional wreck, sometimes to a fault. even though some people will take it the wrong way, id rather be this way. im almost always able to put a situation in perspective, realize how it plays in the grand scheme of things, and go from there. the times i havent been able to do that were rough though, and to be in a constant state of that must be hard, respect to those that are.
     
  4. #5 240sxLover, Apr 3, 2014
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    My roommate is like you, except he most definitely can't put a situation into perspective. That's why he has a DWI despite my attempts to help him lol. But he's more like... a robot. We used to joke he was a cyborg. He barely ever expresses emotions, except anger, which he expresses daily on cod and shouts very loudly, much to my chagrin...
     
    I do envy his not-caring about jack shit though. Everything gets to me. Hell, some kids were bouncing three basketballs outside earlier and I was on the verge of grabbing a knife and tearing their balls (basketballs lol) to shreds.
     
  5. yea ive gotten the robot comment more then a few times. it actually creates a barrier of its own in many ways, but it is what it is.
     
  6. Yes and I suppress it as much as I can.
     
  7. #8 Buddha_Man, Apr 3, 2014
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    Inherent dilemmas are only a brief abstraction. They will not subjecate or vanquish my journey to enlightenment.
     
  8. Sometimes I am depending on which side of the bed I wake up on.

    I used to struggle with depression but luckily now it's a little under control.

    Usually I just say fuck the bullshit and keep on going.


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  9. No, I'm incredibly desensitized and apathetic. Between left and right, I'm right in the middle. I come off as cynic, and I am, but in person I'm annoyingly optimistic and polite. Generally content as long as I'm comfortable, no major ups or downs emotionally. Only this is that I have is terrible anxiety and wish I was more outgoing.
     
  10. my emotions are a big roller coaster for sure. one day ill be the happiest guy on the planet and the next ill be really seriously depressed (I've been clinically depressed to the point of attempted suicide before so i don't say depressed lightly). sometimes I'm super sensitive to what other people think of me and sometimes I'm in more of a 'i don't give a fuck' mood. I'm not diagnosed but i think I'm probably bipolar. what I'm trying to do is not turn to weed when i get low, i feel a lot better if i get through the lows without weed. and if I'm really happy ill reward myself and get high. many times i have no idea why i feel depressed i just do, and that adds to the self loathing. I'm good at the minute and was all of yesterday. now the days are getting longer I'm happier more than I'm depressed i think. just rambling now y'all have a good day :)
     
  11. #12 240sxLover, Apr 3, 2014
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    I feel ya there man. Attempted suicides ruin peoples perceptions of you; they can't fathom why you'd do it so they write it off as selfish and weak. Fuckin pricks. Life was easier once I left my hometown and started afresh, now I'm cool with peeps cause they don't know my background.
     
    By the way, bipolar isn't what people think it is; it's more like whenever you have a week of mania (staying up all hours, getting LOTS of shit done, super content in life) then you follow with a week of extreme depression filled with sleep, self loathing, and not being able to do jack. I always think I'm bipolar cause my moods fluctuate like crazy just in one day, but that's not bipolar, I don't have manic episodes (mania defines bipolar disorders pretty much).
     
  12. yeah i know, the thing is i just had an all nighter and my rooms never been so clean! yeah its annoying when people think you were being selfish. in my mind killing myself would have been the most selfless thing i'd done, i thought a whole bunch of people would be better off without me. of course they wouldn't, but when your that depressed your not thinking straight at all
     
  13. inside yes but it almost never shows....got a lot going on in this permafried paradise of mine.
     
  14. The only time i really express my emotions is when im angry...... and im like a bomb which keep on blowing up for days on end
     
    But on other times.... im emotionless....
     
  15. I'm always a wreck. I'm depressed and feel like I have no friends that TRULY care about me. Seems like I'm always there for people when they need me but when it comes down to me needing help there isn't anyone there for me.
     
  16. Yeah, and you can tell it really shows during a crisis. Wednesday I was just a mess, no idea why. Then crisis happens and it's like tears city.
     
  17. I feel like giving you all free counseling. I should make counseling thread. You can PM me with your problems, after the 5th consolation it will be $150 for a 1 hour session, twice weekly. I accept Paypal.
     
  18. Embrace it.
     
    That's what I did  :blink:
     

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