What I do now lol I only smoke at night around 8 I start my sesh sometimes earlier. Reason why is my mom doesn't care if I smoke but she goes to sleep at around 6 every night so me and my bro start at 8 but if I didn't smoke prolly same exact thing I do now at night haha idk.
Currently not smoking. Been a lot more productive. Sticking to a workout schedule and generally just being less of a bum.
Nothing. My depression would have defeated me and I wouldn't be here to talk about it. Rather i would be in a coffin with a bullet in my temple
I would of either been really depressed or just a more close - minded person i think lol but i really have no clue on what i would be doing
All this "depressed" talk is making me wanna smoke even more... it's been 3 months for me for weed, but about 2 months from something else that I sadly got addicted to. My days are pretty lame, and I dunno what to do, finishing an outpatient program right now (one reason why I can't light up yet until next month), attending required NA meetings, and just focusing on improving myself but I stay home ALL DAY long and haven't even been talking to anyone, some that aren't healthy for me, and some because I burned a few good bridges like an idiot... Last time I went through a sober period when I went to detox for pain killers, I lasted 2 months, but I didn't really care and I kinda relapsed though it started with some hash first and I started to seek other methods for my anxiety and shit... Now though! I DO wanna stay focused and better my life, and I don't want to smoke weed daily like I was, I wanna treat it like a special occasion, and because I feel like I have an imbalance in my head cause of those past addictions... maybe some herb will help straighten me out and improve my mood and outlook? I wasn't smoking any for this long cause I was smoking something else! Bad move!
Honestly. If I don't smoke up I get shakey and mega edgy and I panic a lot. If I wasn't smoking up I'd be sitting in a corner crying hah. Sent from my Nexus 5 using Grasscity Forum mobile app
I'd be more productive at the expense of happiness. Not that I don't have ambitions, but for the time being I pretty much need to just keep doing what I'm doing.