You're your own rock. One far more superior than all the others. You are....sassylic melassinum Middle fingers up, if you don't give a fuck
Our last meaningful conversation was our break up... It wasnt a heart to heart about how much we loved eachother. It wasn't a fight or an argument, or any kind of disagreement that two grown people could have. It was a sudden and very sorrowful realization that we not only weren't meant to be together forever, just us against the world....but we weren't even meant to be friends. She cried so hard and looked so alone sitting on that couch away from her family and friends and anyone she could possible want to be around at that moment. I never felt so alone and so guilty, and so abandoned. She didn't once blame me...for anything She just told me she wanted me to be happy and that she couldn't make me happy ..she didn't want to. She didn't want to put up with me anymore. But she didn't blame me, she only blamed herself. Basically our last conversation. She was right to leave me.. I understand
http://youtu.be/93CZ6oFR8Q0 I love her. You don't have to, but I do! ^_^ Sent from my iPhone using Grasscity Forum
spent the evening/night/morning hanging out with that girl. spent the prior 72 hours overthinking everything. tonight was our first kiss. quite exciting.. tonight was also our first full blown makeout session too. in the 10 or so months since i became single again, i had forgotten what it is like to kiss someone.
2 years and no end in sight Congrats Turin you graduated to the not lonely thread I hear it's nice and cushy
This pretty much fits my mood.. http://youtu.be/E2Oe5YKhzCE She texted me this time. I don't know why she even does. Does she actually care? Or is it just for personal gain? But then what is she gaining? I don't understand it.
Never thought I'd post in here. But I've lost desire to talk to most people. All the fake ass small talk just seems like a waste of energy. And the last few girls I've met, honestly don't even care if they fell off the place of the earth. I never text them back any more. This morning, a nice girl I know texted me her new number, and I don't know why, I told her she could've just not told it to me. Only talk to my ex, my neighbor, and coworker; only conversations with them actually feel like they have substance, most others are only around for their own gain. I really hope this is just another phase. I don't think it's healthy to live the rest of my life brushing everyone off, completely lacking empathy.
thanks man. i'm gonna stick around though. "been here so long he's got to callin' it home". the girl i'm seeing is leaving maine in december, so its not like i wouldn't be right back here anyway haha.
Well man either way I'm happy for you. Who knows maybe you can go with her and do something different.
Fuck.....this.....life....lol Had a great time at the bar... many hugs and high fives... Fuck my life lol it all means shit lol I don't know what my life will be like in 2 years but I can promise you one thing....I won't be here
She's singing my song, yo. Shitlove fucklove http://youtu.be/KOhq_PItk2I Sent from my iPhone using Grasscity Forum
I didn't want to feel like last September this September. And what if I feel this way next September. I'm tired of long days and sleepless nights. Sent from my iPhone using Grasscity Forum