I know when I'm over a guy when I stop creeping on their profiles & friends profiles everytime I log onto something. It's sad how fast I moved on from some guys from last year...but maybe I didn't really like them like I thought
I'm sure this song has been posted in here, but if not, I guarantee this song will make you happy and make you dance. I am so embarrassed about my own dancing (I'm 6' 5" and am REALLY skinny, so you can imagine why dancing might be embarrassing for me) that I won't even dance when I'm home alone. 30 seconds into listening to this song while I was high, I immediately got up and started dancing. And it felt great. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y6Sxv-sUYtM
i miss sharing porn. i havent been able to really think about sex at all lately actually, too many confusing thoughts and feelings come up.
Yea I know of one guy that does...he's admitted that he stalks me. Kinda creepy but then it flatters me >_>
*sigh* Wish I had a lady friend who could depend on me to get her places in all this snow with my truck, i'd even shovel her driveway. Feelin a lil country driving around in 4wd all the time. Snow always makes me feel kinda sentimental, first kiss was out in the snow at night, back-lit by christmas lights. It's been awhile since I've felt the warmth of a loved one in colder weather.
Yea I know the feeling. It's like an empty hole in my heart. I know I'll get over it in about 2 weeks but the emptiness hurts now.
Feeling lonely today. Supposed to be official 2 months and I'm getting the silent treatment. Pretty sure it's over, even though he said it wasn't... He also told me that we would talk last night and blew me off. The reason why I don't let myself get attached is to avoid feeling like I do right now. I fucked up. It wasn't a major fuck up, and the fact that it's leading to this is just... ridiculous. *sigh*
Given up on girls for a while now. Complete mindfuck, every one i've gotten involved with. Just miss her real bad..
I get over things quickly...probably because I never was "in love", I just love things about a person. But if I keep rendering on the past I'm missing what's in front of me. I do occasionally read our old conversations & laugh but I'm moving on...
sorry to hear that. but don't get down on yourself for feeling attached. you try to avoid it, and so do i, but i think its just kind of unavoidable. you grow attached because you care and that's not a bad thing. ah, i'm not really sure if you ever get over real love. i don't read old conversations, but i still have all of them because i feel better knowing that they're there if i want to read them. i don't see why i would but maybe years from now i'll want to or something. but yeah, moving on is good. even if you're caught up in the past i think its still good to keep your options open.
Well i am feeling better. Things got somewhat worked out and i can pay all my bills. I' relaxed and really tired. I've met some really great people lately and am gettin to know some couples and people for other things. Made alot of friends too. It's nice to have people to talk to and see. I've had my good friends over for awhile now and it's nice not to be lonely i hate being left to my own devices it always goes bad.Everything i was really worried about mainly got figured out and i can relax. I need to sleep and recharge but i finally have some quiet time to write on here. I miss not having the time to browse but i'm working on it.