Please can anybody tell me what im suffering from?

It`s been around 2 months now since i smoked some of my older brothers weed and had a panic attack that has changed the way i view my life, this probably sounds stupid but now and then i look in the mirror an question if it`s really me like im stuck in a dream and everything doesn't seem to be real at times or the world im living in is just fake and i need to wake up (im 20 years old, male, not a smoker, and ive only ever done weed once before and it just made me want to sleep) the night it happened i smoked two joints in a very short amount of time which i guess was too much for body or mind to handle because i started to have a really bad panic attack, some of the major effects that have happened to me since i smoked it that day is my hands would constantly be shaking and my eyes would get blurry vision and my brain feels very cloudy or light headed like i was just drifting along on the other hand some days i would get these pain-full head-aches like my skull was being squished. It`s just got to the point where i keep over thinking about it not being able to distract attention from what happened to me everyday seems boring an meaningless now i just want them to end as soon as possible so i can sleep at the moment im too scared to go to my doctors just in-case i am diagnosed with some mental illness and the`ll throw me in some loony bin an lock me up
I just need help or advice to cope with what i`m dealing with or any quicker ways to get better i really hope this isn't a problem that will stay with me the rest of my life.

Depersonalization. Look it up. I also suffer from that crap.

Btw you posted in the wrong section.

Pot helped me to relize that i was talking to myself in my head very loudly and everyone within half a mile could hear what i was talking to myself about.but weed woke me up .now i talk outloud to myself and not so much in my head lol

Maybe your unconcious mind is trying to sell you something er tell you something.

Sounds like you smoked too much too quickly and greened out and now your mind, that has been touched by this wonderful plant has got your brain recharged up for life but your will just dosent know it yet.

Ive been smoking for about 25 years.i remeber ALOT of weird stuff that totaly weirded me out when i was young and got stoned.

Try not too overthink on things like this.

It's called derealization/depersonalization.

It goes away.

Look it up, do research.

You tripping lol. Smoke a little more weed in a controlled dose with someone. It will snap you out of it. Or truly question what is reality?
Is this a dream?
We humans are some greater beings' science experiment?
Welcome to thinking. Been thinking like this everyday since like 10. No biggie man go to sleep.


Although the headaches and blurry vision and shit might be an actual physical problem totally unrelated to your weed use.

Edited by astro-not, 16 May 2012 - 10:27 PM.

You had an epiphany and are wondering what the hell are you doing with yourself . I had the same things like bob marley said the herb reveals you to your self.

You smoked too much for your first time and you weren't expecting it, marijuana can change your views on life very easily, talk to your bro about it, I think the panic attack is just you not expecting it and that experience made you think about everything, I think you should try toking again but not as much as your first time so it doesn't freak you out, do it with a friend or something too, you'll have fun

IMO i believe weed opens your mind and you question your reality and everything around some people can handle it some people cant.

Edited by To High 2 Fly, 21 May 2012 - 05:44 AM.

Feels like that shit happened to me too. This was about ~6 years ago.

Yea happen to me a little bit when i started to smoke...goes away though dont worry about it weed prevents you from getting mental illnesses so toke it up!

i think thats what happens when u got something big in u head. that need to get out but u cant without a median(weed). the weed is basically letting it out slowly. it goes away just smoke bowls till u over that

Hahaha shit bro. That's fucked.

Dude dont worry. I had the same shit when I first started smoking. You need to be in the right environment and smoke what you can handle. Be around people, have some music playing. Take a hit and wait 15 minutes before deciding on taking more. You're in a combination of derealization and being hella burnt out. Which is feeling like shit after you smoke alot of weed. Simply 2 joints was wwaaaaaaaaay to much. 1-2 hits would send you off your ass if you have no tolerance. I had this I felt dizzy for days. If I stared at objects I could almost break than down into particles in my mind. I went tot he doctors and everything but didnt tell them I thought it as from smoking weed. It will pass, trust me. Take it easy.

Get used to smoking weed, stop thinking that way. It's all in your head, I promise. If you wake up, tell yourself you're in your normal life living like you always do, you'll be fine! Think positive, just stop thinking about it in general!

You will be fine, you just greened out a bit. You had too much in that session and what you need to do is reduce the amount you will toke. And as some of the others have already stated its best to have friends and people of experience around plus a comfortable setting to toke in. Try it like that and see what happens.

my theory is that weed defeats some defense mechanisms. defense mechanisms have the ability to alter your perception of reality. i believe you are able to see life as it truly is after spending some time with the herb.

Depersonalization. Don't let it scare you, it goes away. Use it to your advantage, imo it allows for deep thinking.