anyways 3 weeks ago I saw her oustide of the library and she saw me and I didn't say hi or anything. then 2 days ago I saw her at the library again I looked at her and she was looking at me and made eye contact with me and then looked away really fast.
she then slowed down like she wanted me to come talk to her and I froze up again and just walked past her without saying anything.
i'm pretty sure she has a crush on me too because I keep on catching her making eye contact and looking away really fast or looking down.
also yesterday I really wanted to go and explain to her that i'm just nervous and that is why I have waited so long to talk to her but yesterday she wouldn't look my way and she looked pissed when I walked past her. like her face looked angry as hell..........
i'm pretty sure she has or had a crush on me and me not talking to her is making her feel like i'm rejecting her or i'm not interested in her.
so of course this is driving me insane. now it will be hard to find her even if I want to talk to her because she will startr avoiding me for sure because after all this time she probably thinks that i'll never talk to her and it's a waste of time.
also today i'm feeling like shit because I wanted to go and talk to her but I just woke up with two huge zits on my face and i'm alreadya nervous wreck and this isn't helping so i'm not going to the library today. and I don't think she works on fridays either. I've only seen her on tuesdays, wed, thursdays and sometimes the weekend.
should I just go there on tuesday when I know she works and just confess that i've wanted to talk to her but i'm just super nervous ?
but i've probably pissed her off now as when i walked by her yesterday she wasn't looking down and she looked angry.
would she think i'm weird if I search for her at the library and contfront her about this.