At Halloween we saw a red headed woman on the island. She noticed us and stayed out of sight. We went back a couple of days later and it was obvious she was a pagan and using the place for purification rituals. She put effort into what she was doing, building paths and so on. We gathered some wood for her and left. I remember wondering if she was my twin flame, and how funny that we were separated on 2 sides of the river. It made me smile...
About a month ago we went back to the Island and she was still using the place, so I built her a pentagram out of stones, I don't know why, and we left and hadn't been back since.
So on the Equinox morning I decided to go down to Lesbos. My friend had moved away due to having a baby (so happy for him). I was feeling on top of the world. I've been meditating daily and increasing my frequency and vibration. I have come of age. Now I am ready for that twin flame relationship that I have been yearning for oh so long.
I got to Lesbos, the time was 11:11, no one was there, though the romantic in me wanted my twin flame to be. I had a joint and chilled. The pagan had changed the pentagram, it looked more like a flower of life. I was impressed. I stood in the middle of it and once again invoked my twin flame to manifest. Finished my joint and went home.
Full of this spring energy I decided to clean the house and I was standing doing the dishes, looking out on the secluded park when who do I see? My ex-partner with her husband and her two daughters...seriously?
Alison and I had been together for about 5 years when we broke up 8 years ago. At the time of the break up she was bi-polar, and had been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder as well. Her parent's didn't like me much either and had given her a choice. Her family or me. I had been arrested for a crime I did not commit, 6 months later I was found not guilty but the damage was done. The break up was painful...it was Easter morning and she told me it was over and that I should never talk to her again because she would never talk to me again. A promise that she kept to this day. I was devastated.
I tried calling her, she changed her number, and made me out as the stalker ex to her friends. I wanted to section her. One minute she was in love with me, the next she was gone. I wrote, I tried everything that I could think of but she never spoke to me again. At that point I thought fu*k it, and I started phoning her house at stupid hours of the night and hanging up. I had done nothing wrong to her, I had loved her and supported her. When she was in mental hospitals I was the one who visited her, while her family stayed away. I was her best friend and I did not deserve that kind of break up. What was wrong with talking to me so that I could at least get the car insurance sorted? Never a word. So if she was gonna play me as the stalker ex, that's what I would do. Not proud of that.
She moved out of town within a couple of weeks, within 4-6 weeks she had met someone else, and got married within 12-14 months and eventually had 2 kids. Moving on was painful. I struggled for years. I loved her with all of my heart. I had fallen in love with her at first sight, and I still felt that way 5 years on. Find another woman? Sure, but no matter what I still yearned her.
A couple of years later I was going through my semi-friend's phone and found her number. What even this idiot had her number? So I copied it down. I phoned her up...asked her to confirm her name, and when she did, said thank you and hung up. There you go...have your stalker.
I never saw her for years. Every now and again I would check the internet and see if she had some sort of social page but nothing, just that she had given birth to her second daughter. I was driving home one day and caught her out of the side of my eye. Realised I forgot the milk and back-tracked. Saw her at the supermarket, it was her. Wow...6 years on. I never said anything.
As of December I started seeing more of her. Weird encounters. Parallel check outs at a super-market out of town. I think she noticed me first, and chose to blank me. The weird thing is that I was expecting to be at that super market 3 hours earlier, weird delays had happened that had brought me to that point.
About a month later I saw her again. I was at an atm point getting some cash. My phone rang and it was my bro but I missed the call. Damn! I really had to talk to him but I had no credit in my phone. Fine...I'll put off the supermarket shop and drive to a pay phone. Just as I drove off he rang again, so I parked the car and answered the phone. I was chatting having a good time when I saw Alison again. She drove into the car park. I thought she was off to the super market but instead headed straight for the vet right outside where I was parked. How weird...the synchronicity of events that brought me to be parked out there. Yes, 8 years on I still have Alison issues.
So back to the dishes and there she was in the park, which is as good as my backyard. Seriously? With our history I thought it was a bit bold. I've seen her car parked on the street next to mine. Seemed to happen on tuesdays so I thought it was the childminder. Every now and again I would see her sister in the park with the daughters, always on a tuesday. I figured she was picking them up from the childminders. I could tell when she glanced towards my house that she felt uneasy about it. So I thought it was a bit bold for Alison to be there. Still, I could understand, the kids see the park and the swings and want to play, hard to say no. You swallow some pride and play for 15 minutes in the park under the scrutiny of your ex and move on.
I found all this really weird. I ask to manifest my twin flame and Alison appears . It gets worse. The night before I spoke to her telepathically. I have always felt her, no matter what I tried to break the connections I always felt her. At the time of the break up I thought she was my twin flame, but as the years went by I put her down as a soul mate relationship. She played an important role in my awakening and I am grateful for it. Somehow I have this connection. So I asked her if she misses me, and she said yes. I asked her if she loved me and she said yes again. I asked her if she wanted to be with me in the physical and she said yes again. At that point I told her that she should either manifest or cut me loose...next day I invoke my twin flame, on an equinox, with a new moon and at 11:11 and she appears. Wow!!!
So up to now I might be over-sensitive to this, after all this is just a walk in the park. I observed them from my house and read their auras. It just confirmed what I already knew. She is an indigo, while he is blue. It is not a loving relationship. I can tell, I trust my aura reading skills implicitly. He is the rebound guy, daddy friendly. They left after 5 minutes, him first and her 30 seconds behind. Through out the whole time she never once looked over to my house, so I connected with her telepathically and asked her to look back, she did, I then asked her how long it would take and she said 2 months.
I then found out that it's not the childminders they are visiting but they bought a house. Yes, they have bought a house 200ft away from mine. Would you buy a house next to your psycho ex? I asked my best friend and both him and his wife agree that knowing our history they wouldn't have bought the house. From her back window she can see if my bedroom light is on or not. If I were her husband I wouldn't have bought the house either, I wouldn't want her psycho ex living so close.
Over the years I have been calling out for my twin flame, and I would end up with a head full of Alison so I would try and get her out of my head, when she did I would invoke my twin flame again and another head full of Alison. Recently I have been calling out for her, my twin flame, quite strongly.
Now I'm not going to be a home wrecker. The relationship would have to come to an end before I could consider it. Spiritually I am bound to respect that. But I find it all so weird.
I've always known where she was, when she came back to visit, when she was gone. All of a sudden the telepathy channels became clearer, and then she manifested.
I spoke to her telepathically again last night. Man...talking to your ex in your head. Maybe I should be sectioned I can't describe it. You have to clear the inner noise first, because I am concious of hearing back what I want to hear. She loves me so much. So I asked for a particular sign. It's no good talking to her in the astral if the message does not get translated down to the physical. So now I am going to wait and see.
So sorry for the big wall of text, and for the relationship advice. I posted it first in lifestyle section but as twin flames are of a spiritual nature I was hoping for some spiritual take on this. Would you have bought the house?