I've been getting into my sub-conscious lately... input on my mind-phucks??

[bkadoctaj]

Originally Posted by Cos Mic

similiar experiences. lots.

and yes... tis quite schizotypal, if one was to allow such lingo to form one's thoughts.


i say u go bwoy.


explore!


isnt that what we're here for?

Is that, in your opinion? I think if there was a purpose, it would be related to something we all share: humanity.

[SpaceShovel]

Originally Posted by NFloyd2357

I was at my friends house yesterday, when i overheard someone say "well we'll never know, its impossible to tap into our sub-conscious"

and thats when it hit me... i've been tapping into mine A LOT lately. I've been having deja vu moments as often as farts, and they often bring some kind of revalation by showing my something in my sub conscious... its crazy, i dont know how to explain it. I've had some kind of worm hole/quantum leap experience too, which if you go to page 2 or 3 you can probably find the thread i posted. Regardless, i've been tapping into my subconscious a lot, and its freaking me out, i dont know how/why it keeps happening, nor what it means. I had a deja vu moment that lead me to remember a dream i had, which led to me having a vision. the vision was of a real event at my friends house that i wasnt at or heard about, and i explained it and described it to a tee to my friend who confirmed it... then i realized by seeing that event, i watched a video with them that i had never seen in real life... when it played in real life and i realized i saw it in my vision/dream, thats when i was officially mind-phucked...

I dunno, lately, my minds just been buggin out, because so much crazy, abnormal, almost schizo-type stuff has been happening, and its starting to worry me. I've always had this arrogant sense that i know more than most people about the world and the universe, and just life in general, and those feelings are getting stronger, which also scares me... its a good thing i have friends that are on the same page as me, otherwise id legit think i was crazy... right now, i still do think im crazy, but i have no legitimacy to prove it... yet ... ugh, i think i may be schizotypal... i dno, i have some kind of mental.... (dis)ability; and i've been looking into every psychotic mental illness that exists, and i dont think i have any of them, just tidbits from some of em... i dunno, my mind is completely different then everyone elses, its very eccentric, yet i get along with and understand everyone... then all this 'all -knowing' leads to insane amounts of anxiety, because all this knowing just frustrates me... and then i need a k-pin to become "comfortably numb" and i hate doing that...

anyone have any input, advice, or similar experiences?

NFloyd: I believe I know what you are going through. Over this past summer, I was feeling like I knew so much about the world and what was going on, I almost felt like I was going insane knowing little things about the universe. One day towards the end of the summer, I tapped into my sub-concious on such a level that I had a vision. The vision was more of an overwhelming sensation of realization, like an epiphany. I felt removed from my body and I simply felt pure peace.

I think what happened was I simply decided to accept everything about the physical world, its existence, my physical body's interaction with the world, and all of the silly, absurd things that happen in everyday life.

When I experience something happening on the physical plane, I sometimes have thoughts that immediately come to mind. I attempt to "feel something" towards that thought. Focusing on that feeling sends energy throughout my body.

I think my mind has shifted from a physically-oriented interpretation of the world to a spiritual or "higher awareness" that lies outside the realm of the physical.

I'm not sure if what I have written is helpful- I just wish to share similar experiences to yours.

[Cos Mic]

Originally Posted by bkadoctaj

Is that, in your opinion? I think if there was a purpose, it would be related to something we all share: humanity.

your bizarre response... am i not getting it, or are you not getting it?
what view is it you think i expressed?

related to humanity eh... duh obvious much? hehe

[bkadoctaj]

Originally Posted by Cos Mic

your bizarre response... am i not getting it, or are you not getting it?
what view is it you think i expressed?

related to humanity eh... duh obvious much? hehe

Exploration is the purpose of humanity?

[YEM]

Originally Posted by SpaceShovel

NFloyd: I believe I know what you are going through. Over this past summer, I was feeling like I knew so much about the world and what was going on, I almost felt like I was going insane knowing little things about the universe. One day towards the end of the summer, I tapped into my sub-concious on such a level that I had a vision. The vision was more of an overwhelming sensation of realization, like an epiphany. I felt removed from my body and I simply felt pure peace.

I think what happened was I simply decided to accept everything about the physical world, its existence, my physical body's interaction with the world, and all of the silly, absurd things that happen in everyday life.

When I experience something happening on the physical plane, I sometimes have thoughts that immediately come to mind. I attempt to "feel something" towards that thought. Focusing on that feeling sends energy throughout my body.

I think my mind has shifted from a physically-oriented interpretation of the world to a spiritual or "higher awareness" that lies outside the realm of the physical.

I'm not sure if what I have written is helpful- I just wish to share similar experiences to yours.

I seem to get this spine-chilling feeling when I'm very content with some of the events that happen in life. I get this numbness in my spine whenever something beautiful is said, heard, or seen. I get it all the time while listening to the perfect lyrics of some of the songs made by The Beatles, Pink Floyd, and the Grateful Dead. And sir, what you have said made my spine chill.

[SpaceShovel]

Originally Posted by YEM

I seem to get this spine-chilling feeling when I'm very content with some of the events that happen in life. I get this numbness in my spine whenever something beautiful is said, heard, or seen. I get it all the time while listening to the perfect lyrics of some of the songs made by The Beatles, Pink Floyd, and the Grateful Dead. And sir, what you have said made my spine chill.

I get chills up my spine (or throughout my body) that seem to pulse very slowly. I've been getting them more and more often recently. It typically happens when I'm listening to a piece of music I thoroughly enjoy, or when I read something and immediately understand and connect to the ideas. It happens a lot when I look deep into my girlfriend's eyes - there's a moment of raw connection at the most primal level in which time stops and nothing matters.

[NFloyd2357]

Originally Posted by SpaceShovel

I get chills up my spine (or throughout my body) that seem to pulse very slowly. I've been getting them more and more often recently. It typically happens when I'm listening to a piece of music I thoroughly enjoy, or when I read something and immediately understand and connect to the ideas. It happens a lot when I look deep into my girlfriend's eyes - there's a moment of raw connection at the most primal level in which time stops and nothing matters.

ditto

i get these feelings all the time, usually triggered from the same things. I dont have a girlfriend, but i have a girl aquantaince, and looking at her does the same thing to me that lyrics, reading and complete understanding do to me.

[tokin jax]

wow, i read the list and i had most of the shit happen to me, after reading all the post i was suprised to see so many people experiencing the same thing. i have felt somthing like this, done alot of thinking by myself, been kept up at night alot trying to sleep but my mind keeps racing with different thoughts on life and random threories.

[hit_man0234]

hey so i know this isnt really the place to do this but i just read this change article on Norml.org and it has a link to this site that was set up by president elect obama for people to vote on what he should try to accomplish and it just so happens legalization of marijauana is on it so vote
http://www.change.org/ideas/view/leg...e_of_marijuana

[bkadoctaj]

Originally Posted by hit_man0234

hey so i know this isnt really the place to do this but i just read this change article on norml.org and it has a link to this site that was set up by president elect obama for people to vote on what he should try to accomplish and it just so happens legalization of marijauana is on it so vote
http://www.change.org/ideas/view/leg...e_of_marijuana

See here.

[Agovita]

The weird thing is, its so hard to talk about things like understanding your own sub conscious to other people, cuz they look at you like you're a total crazy. However, in my own personal experience, a dream has saved my life once, deja vu saved my life at least five times, as well as four speeding tickets. My buddy got really weirded out at one of the speeding tickets; we were doing a good 90 mph, and I slowed down to sixty, came around a turn, and there was a cop driving the other direction; I just knew he was there.

[NFloyd2357]

Originally Posted by Agovita

The weird thing is, its so hard to talk about things like understanding your own sub conscious to other people, cuz they look at you like you're a total crazy. However, in my own personal experience, a dream has saved my life once, deja vu saved my life at least five times, as well as four speeding tickets. My buddy got really weirded out at one of the speeding tickets; we were doing a good 90 mph, and I slowed down to sixty, came around a turn, and there was a cop driving the other direction; I just knew he was there.

i have that sixth sense too man haha. I have predicted cops breaking up at least 10 parties, and i always get my friends out of the party within minutes of the cops showing up. We usually see the cops heading towards the place we're just leaving from... my friends are always amazed and tell me i have "powers" haha. but yea, i always predict when cops are gna show just from vibes... i cant explain it. I always get bad vibes and can tell when something bad is going to happen. I've done it so much that it doesnt even surprise/astonish me anymore. I even told my friend one morning that he was gonna cry that day. There was nothing to justify him crying on that particular day, especially since the kid hasnt cried in years.... but lo and behold, hours later, kid had a weird/subconscious experience similar to mine, and he busts in my room ballin, amazed at my prediction, and confused with his state of mind

[Neurosis]

I feel fairly choked by lack of understanding. I feel that I have a.. sound understanding of the way that things operate and the place I should take in this system. But do I understand the universe? Most definitely not. Hearing a person say they dropped acid and suddenly knew so much and understood why we are alive iritates me to an extent. Did they really, or is this what they allowed themselves to believe was happening as they experienced the new dimension of thought? They might have theories but I've never agreed on one, and I suppose neither did many others or else everyone would know 'the answer' by now..? The analogy of unlocking a door in your mind is more appropriate, and it did feel this way for me the first few times. Over a period of time they have lost this ability to cleanse my soul and lately when I take psychedelics I am not on the right path at all, I am searching inside myself almost desperately, feeling the void. So I end up tumbling through my mind even simply to scrape up a comforting thought like trying to frantically piece together a puzzle in the dark, all the while I'm falling into an anxiety attack. Maybe I blew it somewhere along the line?

I do qualify for a lot of those symptoms listed above in a previous post, but something tells me they are netting a pretty huge area of normal emotions or sensations one would experience in life regardless of who they were. The idea people have of a deeper meaning of themselves and a brighter all important future after their travels and experiences through life as a physical body (on Earth ) dont satisfy me much. It is kind of vain, and I suppose very human. But I do not have another theory, I feel more like I should wait until I'm shown.

I should declare that my post is not targetted towards any particular person' beliefs or statements. I felt like emulating a psychiatrist session (I can imagine they wouldn't do much more than sit there nodding their head and hmming before offering a patronizing comment?)