Let rip. The thread to let it all out, just ramble about whatever.

[J-Pimp.]

It scares me how my thoughts that i make real with language, are formless and hidden in my mind.

How i can close my eyes and visualize, but not actually see.

How i think, but my mind is not there. I cannot grasp my consciousness, only observe its reactions to stimulus.

My mind is a cavern of smooth, obsidian walls. There are no handholds, nothing to grasp physically, only reflection and resonance.

[chivo]

And so they walked inside, passing by the giant poster on the wall which announced in pragmatic letters:
"Aminadab's greatest work yet! 'A Treatise on Human Life.' The novel of the century!"

The couple were familiar with his style and, consequently, were not at all surprised to find the gallery void of color, of hard work, and of life. At the end of the hall, they thought they saw something lazily scribbled on the wall, in letters that seemed to incite refusal and acceptance.

They both walked towards the end, remembering that this man was an artist in every sense of the word. He was an accomplished human being. A true renaissance man.

And yet as they drew closer, what they read startled them.
Written on the wall were the anti-prophetic words of Aminadab: a delusion of grandeur.

[tokasmoka]

who says murder is so wrong?

[bkadoctaj]

Originally Posted by tokasmoka

who says murder is so wrong?

No one says it. You just have life to figure it out lol. You can choose how long it takes to get it.

[pavlakos]

and why oh why monsieur should i abide by your rules?
why do what you and the rest say. you are all wrong. only freedom and justice is right. who is that? the one...but we are all one. im insane or insanely sane? which is it mister shrink which is it? and back i go, im missing out on a conversation with the voices in my head. wika wika, shhhh.

[bkadoctaj]

Originally Posted by pavlakos

and why oh why monsieur should i abide by your rules?
why do what you and the rest say. you are all wrong. only freedom and justice is right. who is that? the one...but we are all one. im insane or insanely sane? which is it mister shrink which is it? and back i go, im missing out on a conversation with the voices in my head. wika wika, shhhh.

Believing in true duality means you got past the Oneness thing and are into splitting the Principle into principles, with manifestations.

Now, I'll get out some ink blots for some association...

[city4eva204]

One by one
We force ourselves
Turn it on
It comes in waves

Try to find
Maybe this time
Don't turn your head
it's easy to forget how we were

Once inside
We've made it here
We struggle with the lights
They never go away

What have we learned
It's the same old things
That drive us here
And never go away
We are changed

Through the tides
Make your way
You'll find the time
A comfort inside

Here I wait
In the safe place
Where we were so many years ago
So many years agao

One by one
We close our eyes
And turn to ?
As a thousand nights go by

One by one
Ae close our eyes
And turn to ?
And a thousand nights went by


the album leaf never fails to soothe me and ease my mind of everything. finals are coming up soon and im procrastinating some papers. idk wat to do with my life, idk wat major i want, i miss so many people, im beginning to forget who i am, wish i had a fat blunt that i could just slowly smoke. im lonely