smoking and usage

Andrew61987 · #1 (**permalink**) 04-02-2007, 07:47 AM

Last night I had the worst high of my life. I smoked, sat in the living room for a bit, played some video games, and all seemed well. I went to bed to fall asleep, and for 1 or 2 hours I had nothing but horrible images in my mind. Thoughts of death, and images of different people getting killed in different ways (including myself). I'll spare you the details, but it was absolutely horrible. These were not dreams. I was awake, they were conscious thoughts. But I could not stop them. It was like they were being forced into my head. One thing is for sure, I was tripping big time.

It makes me sick posting this kind of stuff because its all depressing, but, how can I prevent this from happening again? I'm a frequent smoker and this is the second time in my life I have had a high like this. Both times I was by myself (whole family asleep).

Sharing this makes me feel like a total mental case. I have had no history of depression, social trauma, or anything of the sort. I live a very happy, clean, optimistic life regardless of whether or not I have any amount of THC in my system. I enjoy school, I love being around all types of people, you name it. I don't know what happened.

Tokamano8o · #2 (**permalink**) 04-02-2007, 07:49 AM

wrong forum but that shit has happened to me before. just go on with your life man theres nothing you can do when thoughts come into your head. try to stop them and you'll go crazy.

criticaldx · #3 (**permalink**) 04-02-2007, 08:21 AM

That's why you don't smoke alone, as I always say.
Always smoke with a friend or toke when it's not dark I say! Put some music and focus into it, TV or some shit.
Or eat some Ice Cream/Fruita

Budder81 · #4 (**permalink**) 04-02-2007, 09:11 AM

Just deal with it, tell yourself it's just a high. I've had this happen before, I didn't like it but I just dealt with it, think of ice cream.

SaiyanEye · #5 (**permalink**) 04-02-2007, 10:51 AM

Strange indeed. I usually smoke alone, I find myself having strange thoughts lots of time. Usually not bad thoughts of things like you are saying. It seems I just try to logically think out shit more when I am high, and then when I look back the next day and think about it, it makes no sense .

Just try and relax when you smoke, music and/or television is always good. What are some things that get you in a good mood...
OTHER THAN SMOKING

I usually just call a buddy over after I have been smoking and then I am in about the best mood ever, my friends are what makes me happy and I value them to the fullest. Maybe try calling a buddy over when you are having these thoughts. Hell, even playing with a pet can make you feel better.

[I am so high right now]

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#1 (permalink) 04-02-2007, 07:47 AM
Andrew61987 Registered User Join Date: Feb 2007 Location: Bay Area Posts: 34	Horrible, terrifying high Last night I had the worst high of my life. I smoked, sat in the living room for a bit, played some video games, and all seemed well. I went to bed to fall asleep, and for 1 or 2 hours I had nothing but horrible images in my mind. Thoughts of death, and images of different people getting killed in different ways (including myself). I'll spare you the details, but it was absolutely horrible. These were not dreams. I was awake, they were conscious thoughts. But I could not stop them. It was like they were being forced into my head. One thing is for sure, I was tripping big time. It makes me sick posting this kind of stuff because its all depressing, but, how can I prevent this from happening again? I'm a frequent smoker and this is the second time in my life I have had a high like this. Both times I was by myself (whole family asleep). Sharing this makes me feel like a total mental case. I have had no history of depression, social trauma, or anything of the sort. I live a very happy, clean, optimistic life regardless of whether or not I have any amount of THC in my system. I enjoy school, I love being around all types of people, you name it. I don't know what happened.

#2 (permalink) 04-02-2007, 07:49 AM
Tokamano8o Jersey boy Join Date: Dec 2006 Posts: 309	wrong forum but that shit has happened to me before. just go on with your life man theres nothing you can do when thoughts come into your head. try to stop them and you'll go crazy. __________________ Yea i smoke weed, wanna fight about it

#3 (permalink) 04-02-2007, 08:21 AM
criticaldx danK azn Join Date: Feb 2007 Location: Houston, Texas Posts: 21	That's why you don't smoke alone, as I always say. Always smoke with a friend or toke when it's not dark I say! Put some music and focus into it, TV or some shit. Or eat some Ice Cream/Fruita __________________ Dank nuggets is my key to heaven Current Project: Growing 4 plants soil, hydroponics soon! Everybody does it

#4 (permalink) 04-02-2007, 09:11 AM
Budder81 (\';::;'/) Join Date: Jul 2006 Location: 3rd rock from the sun Posts: 1,812	Just deal with it, tell yourself it's just a high. I've had this happen before, I didn't like it but I just dealt with it, think of ice cream. __________________ http://cannaopia.myminicity.com/ < check it out

#5 (permalink) 04-02-2007, 10:51 AM
SaiyanEye Registered User Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: Decatur, IL [CENTRAL] Posts: 61	Strange indeed. I usually smoke alone, I find myself having strange thoughts lots of time. Usually not bad thoughts of things like you are saying. It seems I just try to logically think out shit more when I am high, and then when I look back the next day and think about it, it makes no sense . Just try and relax when you smoke, music and/or television is always good. What are some things that get you in a good mood... OTHER THAN SMOKING I usually just call a buddy over after I have been smoking and then I am in about the best mood ever, my friends are what makes me happy and I value them to the fullest. Maybe try calling a buddy over when you are having these thoughts. Hell, even playing with a pet can make you feel better. [I am so high right now]

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