Sigh, well its been a week and half since the streak (my continuous toking up everyday since May 18th) has ended and its been almost 6 days since I've last smoked up. With summer school, and working with my other friend who doesn't smoke, I havn't really had a chance to toke up anymore. I know that I'd have to quit sooner or later so I can get my real job, but I've noticed that this was the longest I've gone without weed since way earlier this year. Really within the past week, a lot of things got me to think. For one, weed wasn't getting me anywhere, and on the days I'd smoke, it would be the 3 of us in a basement,all day, all night, somtimes we'd go outside, but on rare occasions. I've recently lost all hope on a girl I've been pursuing, though we clicked, with my luck, she's taken. So i'm not feelin too good bout anything now. Damn, i dunno, i think im gonna stay off the herb. I feel like I've wasted too much for this, though with all due respect, I love it, I feel that i've accomplished nothing for the past few months.
This may as well be my last post for a while (though I do plan to post a few more messages before I leave) and even though I havn't had a strong impact in the past few weeks, I did love this community and everything about it. So to everyone, bye bye, till maybe one day I return to the sweet sweet cheeba.
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Please Note that this edit as of now will be the last post for me here until I feel right to come back. Good bye everybody, you'll all be missed.
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