Need Serious Life Advice

[Four-Two-Zero]

To start it off, I started smoking in 6th grade. From 6th to 8th grade I always was a recreational smoker. Played sports. Had a bunch of friends. Then freshman year I got expelled the first couple weeks of school and did a little time and got probie for a year. I started picking up quarters of beasters and only smoked occassionaly to be able to pass my DT's. Towards the end of probie I started grabbing QP's of mids and doubling my money for a bit. When I got off probation, all hell broke loose with weed I guess you can say. I was smokin an ounce of mids every day for months & months with friends having fun. Then I started getting quaps of beasts, and headys here & there, smokin alot, but I started changing, BIGTIME. Kept going back and forth between different groups of friends and just caring about money and nuggets. So now the past year, I started getting HP's of medical nugs. And I pretty much lost all my friends and I dont even sell anymore. Just sit on money from the past buying HP's of the bombest strains ever. Im very self conscious about the way I look and I feel like I keep getting more & more fucked up by the day. I ended up dropping out of school because I would flip out so bad about a few zits because I consider being "Fresh" a big part of life. I smoke about 4 packs of Swishers to my dome of a legit strain everyday, and I guess you could say im addicted to OxyCodone (people around me do)

I just dont know what to do from here, IDK how much longer I can do this for, I think weed has made me 100 times more self conscious and its ruined my life. I dont know what to do from here. I just had my first run in with the cops too and they told me to cut the shit before i dont have a chance too.

What do you guys think by the sound of me and where should I go from here.

I know right now time to twist up an eLLayy of some Trop.Haze

[dustin diamond]

dam, dude id suggest that u go see a doctor about that self conscious thing. it sounds kinda serious if ur flipping out over a few zits. i do the same thing though see if u can get prescribe anti depresants (sp) they will help and as for the oxy thing just stop it and just smoke when u get a craving for it. once u ween yourself off of it just slow down on the smoke and go see a therapist just take it easy.

[MidwestKind]

Sounds like you might wanna quit the oxys, and the bud and see if you get better. I think your smokin too much, and I don't say that a lot, but 20 blunts of heads a day is RIDICULOUS!(unless I misunderstood).It might be fuckin with your head a bit, ya know?

Good Luck,

MidwestKind

[tooking]

20 blunts a day? that shit is crazy and you know that shit fucks with your head 20x more hard when your doing that much with oxys. just quit the oxys and cut down on the blunts and see how it goes because you can't go on like that for the rest of your life. but not going to school because of a damn zit? wtf never heard of someone so retarded no offense. education is your foundation. good luck.

[Metal Gear Ganj]

Originally Posted by Four-Two-Zero

To start it off, I started smoking in 6th grade. From 6th to 8th grade I always was a recreational smoker. Played sports. Had a bunch of friends. Then freshman year I got expelled the first couple weeks of school and did a little time and got probie for a year. I started picking up quarters of beasters and only smoked occassionaly to be able to pass my DT's. Towards the end of probie I started grabbing QP's of mids and doubling my money for a bit. When I got off probation, all hell broke loose with weed I guess you can say. I was smokin an ounce of mids every day for months & months with friends having fun. Then I started getting quaps of beasts, and headys here & there, smokin alot, but I started changing, BIGTIME. Kept going back and forth between different groups of friends and just caring about money and nuggets. So now the past year, I started getting HP's of medical nugs. And I pretty much lost all my friends and I dont even sell anymore. Just sit on money from the past buying HP's of the bombest strains ever. Im very self conscious about the way I look and I feel like I keep getting more & more fucked up by the day. I ended up dropping out of school because I would flip out so bad about a few zits because I consider being "Fresh" a big part of life. I smoke about 4 packs of Swishers to my dome of a legit strain everyday, and I guess you could say im addicted to OxyCodone (people around me do)

I just dont know what to do from here, IDK how much longer I can do this for, I think weed has made me 100 times more self conscious and its ruined my life. I dont know what to do from here. I just had my first run in with the cops too and they told me to cut the shit before i dont have a chance too.

What do you guys think by the sound of me and where should I go from here.

I know right now time to twist up an eLLayy of some Trop.Haze

I was modestly self conscious growing up. I usually cared about what I looked like a little too much. Now, I couldn't fucking care less. I'm happy with myself, completely. However, I still have the occasional bad day, nothing a little green cant cure though. My advice to you, my friend, tell yourself you're addicted to oxy. Maybe even to weed if you think you smoke too much( I get depressed if i smoke everyday). Know your limits, quit every drug that triggers dopamine and seratonin receptors(i.e. caffeine, tobacco, maybe weed, etc.). Once you stop doing drugs for a while, maybe a week or two, you'll probably start to think a lot clearer and happier. If that doesn't work, the thing that triggered me into behaving differently was salvia. I had such an intense trip on salvia that was so uncomfortable(i did it in a moving car in traffic), it was like an everlasting anti-depressant tablet. I never forget what a fucking nightmare it was to trip that hard and I never will. I remember this, and know everyday that I'm lucky not to live in a dimension where life is like that everyday. I hope this helps you. And if you only remember a few words in this post, remember that you create your own happiness. You make yourself happy, noone else.
I hope I didn't babble on too much, I'll re-check this post in the future too.

[Bluntzilla420]

It is a waste of bud bro. You shouldn't need to be smoking 20 a fucking day. That is insanity.

If you lay off such extreme smoking habits maybe you will feel more at ease. Marijuana has done the opposite for me...I am rarely self conscious anymore and just go with the flow and do whatever I want. Fuck others' opinions. Do what you want, it is your life.

[Bonghit Betty]

Man. You gotta just chill man, it ain't a big deal man. Just go to a mountain, set up a tent, bring a fine girl, grow a few nice bushes and smoke till your hearts content. You got no worries cept for smoking weed and fishing/killing/foraging to get your food my friend.

Ain't that awesome? I want to do it.

[Krispy Kush]

EWiZzy..I never doubted the day you said to me when I was on your couch.."Dude, when I get off probo, I will become the biggest pothead ever." I think you lived up to what you said to more of an extent than needed lol and you should calm down if you feel this way nukka. Smoke 3-4 bleezies a day only and limit it to every like 3 days. I quit smoking pot everyday recently because I realized what it has done to me. You don't need pot, pot needs you. I have realized that smoking every once in a while is not a bad thing; but smoking it 4 months straight at least 3 grams a day since I got off probo is a little out of hand. As far as the oxys/pills, I myself have gone through withdrawals with xanax bars. For christ's sake, I'm poppin' perks as we speak for my fucking arm. I went through it and I still feen them everyday; but I know if I buy any, that it will destroy me. Even though we aren't best friends as we once were and you fucked me over a long time ago, your still my nukka for life. Don't cry over zits man..85% of the world has zits, I'm just lucky and don't get them. That piff got you paranoid. A little advice..it doesn't matter how many friends you have; but if you got at least one true friend, your set. Always got your back faggot, peace bro.

If you haven't realized who this is..read your quote and think who was there through your probo.

[amsterdamage]

OP, you've got to finish school ..whatever it takes; no weed, no oxy, no fun, whatever... ..you've got to get a good degree.

once you've got it have some fun and smoke some weed, but the biggest priority in your life right now should be to finish your education.


GL man!

[pinball wizard]

Man, get your life turned the fuck around, go see someone for help with your addictions, thats a horrible amount of weed to be smoking, and i pretty much advocate being blazed 24.7. weed does make you self concious, STOP DOING IT. oxy, go cold turkey. You can get perscriptions to help you and counseling, I would reccomend doing so.

It's hard, but you can do it, you asked for help, that means you know it and have what it takes.

I'm not saying give up weed forever, but I would reccomend you either stop for now or SERIOUSLY cut back, try setting a small amount per day, and not going over no matter what, like say a gram a day. that should be plenty to keep you from fiending, but not even enouhg for you to get high.

As for oxy or anything, I would say stick to soft drugs, screw that shit.

[kinkz]

um, how about you stop smoking? first step you admitted you have a problem. that's great. but now it's time to get help. and if you're so concerned about how you look, then you should definitely stop. you sound young, and this shit is gonna fuck with your physical features even more as you get older. so by the time you hit 30, you'll probably look like you're 40. no lie.

and you dropped out of school because of a couple of zits? you're such a pansy. im sorry but that is one of the stupidest reasons to drop out of school. ya dig? go back to school and get a good circle of friends to help you out. seeming you need all the help you can get.

[BubbleKushKrshr]

Just useless to smoke that much in one day. Go back to school sounds like it can help you the most, stop smoking so much and stop with the hillbilly heroin.

[ThePhantom]

Marijuana is a good thing, but it is still a drug and some humans do not work well with it. Take a break until you get your life back on track. Focus is the key.

[OSMOKE]

i also started smoking early in middle school and as i got deeper into puberty started being more self concious. i thought it was the weed so i stopped smoking for awhile but it didnt help. my parents were concerned so i went and saw a doctor and got perscribed to a low dose of zoloft and i must say it has changed my life 180 degrees,

i went from being a self esteemless little kid to a strong willed and ambitous college student the only difference between me and my friends is after i get done brushing my teath in the morning i take a pill about half the size of a tic tac

i am no doctor but from being in your possision i can make a hypothesis that you have chronic depresion and should seek medical attention and i can garantee you will be a different person in just a few weeks

and about the oxycodone you should probably go to rehab because that shit really is addictive

[oLE51289]

Originally Posted by OSMOKE

i also started smoking early in middle school and as i got deeper into puberty started being more self concious. i thought it was the weed so i stopped smoking for awhile but it didnt help. my parents were concerned so i went and saw a doctor and got perscribed to a low dose of zoloft and i must say it has changed my life 180 degrees,

i went from being a self esteemless little kid to a strong willed and ambitous college student the only difference between me and my friends is after i get done brushing my teath in the morning i take a pill about half the size of a tic tac

i am no doctor but from being in your possision i can make a hypothesis that you have chronic depresion and should seek medical attention and i can garantee you will be a different person in just a few weeks

and about the oxycodone you should probably go to rehab because that shit really is addictive

you're an idiot. do you think that everyone that does harder drugs "needs to go to rehab" just because they're addictive. you shouldn't generalize like that.



first of all, you should cut down on the weed. do you remember the days when you'd get stoned off a few hits of good weed? don't you want to get back to that?

it's not impossible. it will probably take some effort, but come on, how old are you now? you've got a long life ahead of you and you should take the time and effort now to straighten things out. trust me, it will be more than a million times worth it if you change things up now.