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RavenousDank · #**211** (**permalink**) 05-08-2008, 09:08 PM

first post in this thread....if anybody feels the need to talk to somebody i'm always here..
msn - Ravenoi@hotmail.com
yahoo - Ravenoust@hotmail.com
aim - Ravenoui

DeLuX · #**212** (**permalink**) 05-10-2008, 02:00 AM

I'm always down to help, I seem to be the go-to-guy at schoo/work anyways.

AIM: PCB PUNK

SourDieselChick · #**213** (**permalink**) 05-11-2008, 11:26 AM

i need to add myself to this list.

aim - StargateSG1Jump

powrd · #**214** (**permalink**) 05-12-2008, 01:23 AM

This thread will probably be helpful to a lot of the people on here. I really would have liked to talk to someone about my depression a couple years ago, but it's somewhat over with. Actually, I cannot say that last sentence with 100% truth, but I'm in a much healthier mental state now then I was a couple years ago. So hats off to everyone that likes to help..

GSS · #**215** (**permalink**) 05-12-2008, 01:34 AM

If anyone wants to talk, that would be straight. I'm available whenever.
AIM: SergeantPepper92

Foop · #**216** (**permalink**) 05-14-2008, 05:21 PM

I did not know this thread even existed until the other day. I worked a few help hotlines when I was still in High School and would like to think I helped and touched a few people out there. I would gladly throw my name in the hat for those wanting or needing help.

AIM: ProjectRaymond K

RavenousDank · #**217** (**permalink**) 05-20-2008, 07:59 AM

littlestblue · #**218** (**permalink**) 05-20-2008, 10:23 PM

littleboyblue_bluehead99@hotmail.com ....msn/instant messenger just give me a ring ting ting-aling!

Floydian · #**219** (**permalink**) 05-21-2008, 02:17 AM

Thanks to all the new additions.

Important!

I am now considering doing a total overhaul on this thread, and I do believe it will result in a totally new posting of a thread.

No, it won't be to "mine rep", and I will immediately delete this (then outdated) thread.

Robob_Hippie · #**220** (**permalink**) 05-21-2008, 06:32 AM

I thought I might throw somethin in this thread, even though it might be moved soon or w/e. Anyway, I been feelin a little down these past few days. When I was back at school I would smoke everyday with my buddies and they were great times. When I got back home, I took a rather long tbreak, about three weeks, while I was looking for a job. During this time my mum told me she dosen't like that I smoke and dosen't want me smoking at all, but definately not in the house. I been smokin this past weekend, but I alwasy feel bad when I do it now because I've been surrounded by all this anti drug crap and now when I smoke I just feel like a criminal, or a bad person, like I really am throwing my life away and being lazy. Anybody else ever start to believe all the propaganda after being exposed to it quite a bit?

Reggin · #**221** (**permalink**) 05-21-2008, 02:10 PM

I can't believe I haven't posted on here yet.

Go ahead and throw me on there if you feel so inclined, Floydian.

AIM: partxdeux

Yahoo: partxdeux

I'm always willing to throw out a helping hand in a time of need for my fellow blades.

PJV575 · #**222** (**permalink**) 05-23-2008, 06:11 AM

I don't know what to do anymore.

I try to be social, I really do, but it isn't working very well. I don't know.

I guess I came to this thread to vent. I'm thinking about death (not suicide) right now and it just makes me feel lonely as fuck. I've never had many people who I know in real life to talk to ever since I changed schools. And now that I'm out of school completely I have NO ONE to talk to. Now I have resorted to using online forums to talk to people and it just makes me feel shittier knowing that.

I dunno, I'm just depressed as fuck and my meds aren't helping me. I'm at the point where the only thing that helps is MJ, and I'm broke and have no connects anyways.

Fuck.

EDIT: Thought I would add in that I have severe depression with psychotic features. I attempted suicide (well, attempted to attempt, I had a loaded pistol) on December 30th and posted a "suicide note" on this forum, so I feel like I can talk about it here.

Scapris · #**223** (**permalink**) 05-23-2008, 06:36 PM

I switched schools just about every 4-5 years for the 20 years of my life. I have social anxiety and I try my hardest to manage it. I can function in social situations better now because I have learned to not worry so much about what others think of me.

It may not matter much but a lot of people I have been friends with in different states over the years have life long friends. I, however, have not have a friend longer than 4 years. It's not too hard to meet new friends in your city bro. Visit the mall, go to the movies, try to be more social. You have to try to fill your time up with activities to keep your mind from going idle and training thoughts.

Go fishing man that's always my favorite activity when times are tough, it costs merely nothing and it's always a stress reliever.

Not sure how much this will help out, just thought I'd let you know you aren't the only person who has your disorder.

AIM: Ihavecabledude
-Mark

Haloking365 · #**224** (**permalink**) 05-24-2008, 12:45 AM

Add me on there, im willing to listen if someones willing to talk.

Email: Haloking365@msn.com
Aim: n19ht5talk3r
Xfire: specops1990
Steam: Halflife_freak
Phone: Talk to me on xfire.

Floydian · #**225** (**permalink**) 05-24-2008, 03:23 AM

Thankyou again to all the new posters.

I may start working on/make the new thread tonight, so for the tons of people who havn't been added yet, you will be added then. For anyone that does not know, the reason you havn't been added is because there is a limit to the number of times one can edit a post, and I reached that limit long ago for this thread.

Well actually, it's either that (it's one of the two, I'm just too high to remember) or you just can't do it after a certain amount of time since the post... either way, I can no longer edit it, which will be the biggest reason of the new thread.

If it's not the latter that holds true, as far as editing, editing will then be kept to a minimum, or I will make a reserved post right after the OP.

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#211 (permalink) 05-08-2008, 09:08 PM
RavenousDank sober Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: GA Posts: 2,283	first post in this thread....if anybody feels the need to talk to somebody i'm always here.. msn - Ravenoi@hotmail.com yahoo - Ravenoust@hotmail.com aim - Ravenoui __________________

#212 (permalink) 05-10-2008, 02:00 AM
DeLuX Elevate Organically Join Date: Feb 2008 Location: Spread the Knowledge Posts: 482 Blog Entries: 1	I'm always down to help, I seem to be the go-to-guy at schoo/work anyways. AIM: PCB PUNK __________________ "Tell ya friends jump in the GS3, I got the chronic by the tree." -BIG

#213 (permalink) 05-11-2008, 11:26 AM
SourDieselChick like glue I am stuck Join Date: Aug 2007 Location: NJ Posts: 5,238	i need to add myself to this list. aim - StargateSG1Jump __________________

#214 (permalink) 05-12-2008, 01:23 AM
powrd \m/ Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: Loco Posts: 1,046	This thread will probably be helpful to a lot of the people on here. I really would have liked to talk to someone about my depression a couple years ago, but it's somewhat over with. Actually, I cannot say that last sentence with 100% truth, but I'm in a much healthier mental state now then I was a couple years ago. So hats off to everyone that likes to help.. __________________ "..but first take care of head"

#215 (permalink) 05-12-2008, 01:34 AM
GSS High School Stoner Join Date: Aug 2007 Location: Windmill in the Sky Posts: 86	If anyone wants to talk, that would be straight. I'm available whenever. AIM: SergeantPepper92 __________________ You don't see with your eye, you perceive with your mind. [/CENTER]

#216 (permalink) 05-14-2008, 05:21 PM
Foop Who?...Jack Burton! me! Join Date: Sep 2007 Location: Live Free or Die Posts: 6,878	I did not know this thread even existed until the other day. I worked a few help hotlines when I was still in High School and would like to think I helped and touched a few people out there. I would gladly throw my name in the hat for those wanting or needing help. AIM: ProjectRaymond K __________________ "Love keeps her in the air when she oughta fall down, tells ya she's hurtin' 'fore she keens. Makes her home." -Captain Malcolm Reynolds

#217 (permalink) 05-20-2008, 07:59 AM
RavenousDank sober Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: GA Posts: 2,283	<object width="425" height="355"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/dcwBfMHtmrs&hl=en"></param><param name="wmode" value="transparent"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/dcwBfMHtmrs&hl=en" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" width="425" height="355"></embed></object> you will listen and like __________________

#219 (permalink) 05-21-2008, 02:17 AM
Floydian The Grand Arcanum Join Date: Jan 2006 Location: Trippin' Companion Cubes Posts: 5,521 Blog Entries: 2	Thanks to all the new additions. *Important!* I am now considering doing a total overhaul on this thread, and I do believe it will result in a totally new posting of a thread. No, it won't be to "mine rep", and I will immediately delete this (then outdated) thread. __________________

#220 (permalink) 05-21-2008, 06:32 AM
Robob_Hippie All hyped up on chronic! Join Date: Feb 2008 Location: Colorado Posts: 71	I thought I might throw somethin in this thread, even though it might be moved soon or w/e. Anyway, I been feelin a little down these past few days. When I was back at school I would smoke everyday with my buddies and they were great times. When I got back home, I took a rather long tbreak, about three weeks, while I was looking for a job. During this time my mum told me she dosen't like that I smoke and dosen't want me smoking at all, but definately not in the house. I been smokin this past weekend, but I alwasy feel bad when I do it now because I've been surrounded by all this anti drug crap and now when I smoke I just feel like a criminal, or a bad person, like I really am throwing my life away and being lazy. Anybody else ever start to believe all the propaganda after being exposed to it quite a bit?

#221 (permalink) 05-21-2008, 02:10 PM
Reggin Banned Join Date: Dec 2006 Location: Indiana Posts: 5,232 Blog Entries: 1	I can't believe I haven't posted on here yet. Go ahead and throw me on there if you feel so inclined, Floydian. AIM: partxdeux Yahoo: partxdeux I'm always willing to throw out a helping hand in a time of need for my fellow blades.

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#222 (permalink) 05-23-2008, 06:11 AM
PJV575 Acta Non Verba Join Date: Nov 2007 Location: Western MA Posts: 717	I don't know what to do anymore. I try to be social, I really do, but it isn't working very well. I don't know. I guess I came to this thread to vent. I'm thinking about death (not suicide) right now and it just makes me feel lonely as fuck. I've never had many people who I know in real life to talk to ever since I changed schools. And now that I'm out of school completely I have NO ONE to talk to. Now I have resorted to using online forums to talk to people and it just makes me feel shittier knowing that. I dunno, I'm just depressed as fuck and my meds aren't helping me. I'm at the point where the only thing that helps is MJ, and I'm broke and have no connects anyways. Fuck. EDIT: Thought I would add in that I have severe depression with psychotic features. I attempted suicide (well, attempted to attempt, I had a loaded pistol) on December 30th and posted a "suicide note" on this forum, so I feel like I can talk about it here. __________________ Last edited by PJV575; 05-23-2008 at 06:15 AM.

#223 (permalink) 05-23-2008, 06:36 PM
Scapris whatever tomorrow brings Join Date: May 2007 Location: Merritt Island, FL Posts: 1,459 Blog Entries: 1	I switched schools just about every 4-5 years for the 20 years of my life. I have social anxiety and I try my hardest to manage it. I can function in social situations better now because I have learned to not worry so much about what others think of me. It may not matter much but a lot of people I have been friends with in different states over the years have life long friends. I, however, have not have a friend longer than 4 years. It's not too hard to meet new friends in your city bro. Visit the mall, go to the movies, try to be more social. You have to try to fill your time up with activities to keep your mind from going idle and training thoughts. Go fishing man that's always my favorite activity when times are tough, it costs merely nothing and it's always a stress reliever. Not sure how much this will help out, just thought I'd let you know you aren't the only person who has your disorder. AIM: Ihavecabledude -Mark __________________ owner & creator, -Mark

#224 (permalink) 05-24-2008, 12:45 AM
Haloking365 Registered User Join Date: Mar 2008 Posts: 31	Add me on there, im willing to listen if someones willing to talk. Email: Haloking365@msn.com Aim: n19ht5talk3r Xfire: specops1990 Steam: Halflife_freak Phone: Talk to me on xfire.

#225 (permalink) 05-24-2008, 03:23 AM
Floydian The Grand Arcanum Join Date: Jan 2006 Location: Trippin' Companion Cubes Posts: 5,521 Blog Entries: 2	Thankyou again to all the new posters. I may start working on/make the new thread tonight, so for the tons of people who havn't been added yet, you will be added then. For anyone that does not know, the reason you havn't been added is because there is a limit to the number of times one can edit a post, and I reached that limit long ago for this thread. Well actually, it's either that (it's one of the two, I'm just too high to remember) or you just can't do it after a certain amount of time since the post... either way, I can no longer edit it, which will be the biggest reason of the new thread. If it's not the latter that holds true, as far as editing, editing will then be kept to a minimum, or I will make a reserved post right after the OP. __________________