bad dxm trip?
well.... i got my first batch of dxm powder in the mail this week and decided to give it a try today. i took around 600 mg. and it got me really fucked up and i felt terrible for the whole first half of the trip. i knew i was going to get sick not very long after i swallowed the gelcaps. i ended up feeling terribly sick and puking 5 times over what felt like 5 DAYS! for some reason i was thinking it had been 5 days. all i can remember is just being totally out of it and just seeing black... inbetween puking spats. i almost think i was drifting in and out of conscienceness. i had severe sensory flanging going on too. i was so confused and my perception was so fucked up. i felt like a midget. and when my bf and his friend were standing in front of me they looked like real skinny, tall people. i remembered the room being all out of porportion... and parts of it would appear black sometimes. there were times when things were going in extreme slow motion too. i was also seeing alot of double. everyone had a set of eyes right underneath their actual eyes! i also remember having my first real Open Eye Vision's ever. i was seeing some patterns just in front of my face kind of that looked like i could put my hand through it. and one time i seen the outline of something cartoony floating in front of me. there were times when i seriously could not tell if i had my eyes open or close. i would see the room i was in even when i closed my eyes. very strange. i remember closing my eyes and just random pictures would flash up behind my eyes at an incredible rate of speed. i cant remember any of the objects now besides i know one was a movie pass... lol. i had some bad thoughts going through my head too. i was laying there thinking to myself "this is it. this is my last day on earth. im going to die from this. there's my boyfriend standing there. my friends sitting over there. they have no idea. this is going to be the last time i see them and im too fucked up to enjoy it."
hmmmmmm..... i kept saying that this was my last time ever doing the stuff too.
also we had given some to a couple friends the night before and they called my bf when i was just beginning to trip and told him they didnt have much fun on it. i ended up finding out that they both said it was the best trip they've ever had but they never want to do it again. one of them (600mg.) ended up blacking out and pissing, shitting, and vomitting on himself... and the other one (400mg.) tripped and then got pretty sick after tripping.
i dont know it was a really fucked up time that seemed to take forever.
i didnt enjoy it very much... why did this shit make us react so badly? one other person took it and they had a good time.
i was the only experienced dxm user... but this was my first time with powder.
there really is alot more too it... it seemed to go on for days, weeks, years... it was so weird but its so hard to remember now.
i really dont know if i'll do this shit again after this...
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