Im Back

[raw tunes]

so over that last few months
ive been freaking out when i smoke, i get all depressed and over analyze shit
but the last 2 days ive smoked 2 different types of weed
and im back, i actually enjoy it
and another thing
ive realized smoking and drinking is a great combo

im especially pumped because now i can really enjoy this weekend

[dle_240]

Congrats Man. Hope you have a good weekend. So have you not been smoking for those few months or just a couple of days. I'm still on my stupid break so I have to keep off the drugs. I'm going to be temped after my shroom hunt tomorrow though. eeerrr

[raw tunes]

i thought i was going to have to take a drug test
so i stopped smoking for like 30 days
came back and smoked and thats when i freaked out
so ive only smoked like 5 times in last 2 months, compared to smoking almost all the time last year
but now ive learned how to block the negative thoughts out
and focus on having fun

[thegentleman]

If I smoke too much I get depressed for a while, even weeks after I smoke. I just had to learn to space my sessions out. It usually only happens when I do it daily. I remember in HS I smoked like every night one semester and I was diagnosed with Schizophrenia near the end of that semester. I quit for a while after that I was somewhat back to normal. I've still never been the same.

That's probably nothing like what you're talking about, but oh well. Just goes to show weed does fuck you up mentally.

Shit, I should make a thread about mental illness and weed.

[PJV575]

Welcome back brother!

Gent, you should make a thread, I agree with you. I smoked when I was impressionably young (age 8) and I think that is why I suffer from severe depression with psychotic features. Also, when I was smoking everyday in November and December, I noticed how irritable and depressed I was (even moreso) when I wasn't high. I think that may have led to my attempt at suicide on December 30th (I had an ounce, I only had 1 blunt left from it that day, lasted only 6 days).