This sucks..

[goro the puffer]

I am a big time pothead. Half of my high school knows me and a lot of them know I smoke, even some teachers seem to have noticed lately, just because too many people know me and talk about me in classes. I'm not bragging or anything, but it's just the way things are. I am a big big smoker, I get the dankest around, and since I live in a city with a good college to which i'll be going in a couple of months after I graduate, I have a lot of college friends too. The amounts of weed that go through my hands are a lot. Now after new years I realized it was getting a little out of hand: I permanently had 4 people in my room, with peaks of 13-15 people at a time, and my parents didnt like it.. It was pretty much all i did. Obviously I used to deal, but I stopped a couple of days after new years with that too. I guess it was just a moment of crisis, and I dropped some of the things I used to do. I was even convinced I would quit, but just the environment sucked me back into it. The first thing my friends did when I told them was laugh.. They just thought i was joking. Then they just dissed my every motive and smoked me out. That was also the day where I came up with the epic phrase "I'm not a pothead.. I just like smoking " ahhah

Anyway, getting to the point now.
I have been smoking, but not selling, so my money is going down the drain. I got about 500$ left, and I can't work (for reasons i cant list here) for a while, and my parents will just give me money but not enough for somebody that just can't take the taste of middies anymore and has to puff on premium dank at least 4-5 times a day. I just ran out of my quarter of superdankass skunk i got, and it sucks. I smoked with a friend earlier, but now that I'm out, it sucks. Once you smoke this much, and many of you know because you are just as pothead as me, your highs only last this long, even with the dankest.. My system really doesn't function well, Im used to just getting ripped into the sleep because of my burning out every night, used to weed stimulating my appetite so I can't eat unless I force it upon myself pretty much, and I really don't like sitting through school without having wake and baked. The essence of the material is maybe 20-30 mins of class, the rest of it is just things i dont need to focus or concentrate on. With weed I doze off, without, I am permafocused on shit and people that i dont want to hear. I don't hate everybody, dont get me wrong, but you know how classrooms are.. people always have to do subject-related jokes, talk about shit that you dont want to hear, and so on and so forth. I study my materials, do great, but I just dont want to handle certain things if you get what I mean. It's not a big deal but it's just how it is.

Anyway, I have zero weed on an evening, once again in a month.. never happened me before.. im thinking of getting back at dealing.. I guess I just posted this to let you know how much I love that ganja green. I guess i'm addicted, but it's not a bad thing. It doesnt hinder me from doing what i need to be doing, im still in school, still doing more than fine, still having fun. Money's a bitch, but as i said.. i might get the streets on lock again ^^

anyway.. whatever :\
I just want some ganja, im bored :[

cigs just wont do it

[smooth08]

i know where you are coming from. i try to sell just enough to my friends and people i know pretty well to keep my money in check so its not all goin down the drain.

[dmeyer07]

Originally Posted by smooth08

i know where you are coming from. i try to sell just enough to my friends and people i know pretty well to keep my money in check so its not all goin down the drain.

NO you do not sell.. because that is illegal, and against forum rules.. so no you don't sell..
-David

[EgoLoss]

Busted!

[dmeyer07]

Originally Posted by goro the puffer

I am a big time pothead. Half of my high school knows me and a lot of them know I smoke, even some teachers seem to have noticed lately, just because too many people know me and talk about me in classes. I'm not bragging or anything, but it's just the way things are. I am a big big smoker, I get the dankest around, and since I live in a city with a good college to which i'll be going in a couple of months after I graduate, I have a lot of college friends too. The amounts of weed that go through my hands are a lot. Now after new years I realized it was getting a little out of hand: I permanently had 4 people in my room, with peaks of 13-15 people at a time, and my parents didnt like it.. It was pretty much all i did. Obviously I used to deal, but I stopped a couple of days after new years with that too. I guess it was just a moment of crisis, and I dropped some of the things I used to do. I was even convinced I would quit, but just the environment sucked me back into it. The first thing my friends did when I told them was laugh.. They just thought i was joking. Then they just dissed my every motive and smoked me out. That was also the day where I came up with the epic phrase "I'm not a pothead.. I just like smoking " ahhah

Anyway, getting to the point now.
I have been smoking, but not selling, so my money is going down the drain. I got about 500$ left, and I can't work (for reasons i cant list here) for a while, and my parents will just give me money but not enough for somebody that just can't take the taste of middies anymore and has to puff on premium dank at least 4-5 times a day. I just ran out of my quarter of superdankass skunk i got, and it sucks. I smoked with a friend earlier, but now that I'm out, it sucks. Once you smoke this much, and many of you know because you are just as pothead as me, your highs only last this long, even with the dankest.. My system really doesn't function well, Im used to just getting ripped into the sleep because of my burning out every night, used to weed stimulating my appetite so I can't eat unless I force it upon myself pretty much, and I really don't like sitting through school without having wake and baked. The essence of the material is maybe 20-30 mins of class, the rest of it is just things i dont need to focus or concentrate on. With weed I doze off, without, I am permafocused on shit and people that i dont want to hear. I don't hate everybody, dont get me wrong, but you know how classrooms are.. people always have to do subject-related jokes, talk about shit that you dont want to hear, and so on and so forth. I study my materials, do great, but I just dont want to handle certain things if you get what I mean. It's not a big deal but it's just how it is.

Anyway, I have zero weed on an evening, once again in a month.. never happened me before.. im thinking of getting back at dealing.. I guess I just posted this to let you know how much I love that ganja green. I guess i'm addicted, but it's not a bad thing. It doesnt hinder me from doing what i need to be doing, im still in school, still doing more than fine, still having fun. Money's a bitch, but as i said.. i might get the streets on lock again ^^

anyway.. whatever :\
I just want some ganja, im bored :[

cigs just wont do it

Dude you need to slooow down.. Your toking for all the wrong reasons.. And you've let weed overpower you, and become you.. Two words for you TOLERANCE BREAK. You need to slooow it down a bit, and realize that other things come before your weed, you have responsibilites too...

---Dave

[OCtaFUZZY]

chill out man... the last thing you need is to be a pothead, you need to be a responsible weed toker!!!! youll think of something!!!

[goro the puffer]

This is one of the reasons why weed will probably not be legal ever.
Just fucking listen to what I said. Did I say I had any problems? With family ? School ? Economic Issues? Friends? Social life? NO. I DONT.

Learn to read before throwing in those 2 cents people, goddamnit

[dmeyer07]

Originally Posted by goro the puffer

This is one of the reasons why weed will probably not be legal ever.
Just fucking listen to what I said. Did I say I had any problems? With family ? School ? Economic Issues? Friends? Social life? NO. I DONT.

Learn to read before throwing in those 2 cents people, goddamnit

Ight dood, for the record i read your whole fucking post, so dont tell me to learn to read b4 i give you my input.. i never give my input before reading the whole post..

Now after new years I realized it was getting a little out of hand: I permanently had 4 people in my room, with peaks of 13-15 people at a time, and my parents didnt like it.. It was pretty much all i did. Obviously I used to deal, but I stopped a couple of days after new years with that too. I guess it was just a moment of crisis, and I dropped some of the things I used to do. I was even convinced I would quit, but just the environment sucked me back into it. The first thing my friends did when I told them was laugh.. They just thought i was joking. Then they just dissed my every motive and smoked me out. That was also the day where I came up with the epic phrase "I'm not a pothead.. I just like smoking " ahhah

Anyway, getting to the point now.
I have been smoking, but not selling, so my money is going down the drain. I got about 500$ left, and I can't work (for reasons i cant list here) for a while, and my parents will just give me money but not enough for somebody that just can't take the taste of middies anymore and has to puff on premium dank at least 4-5 times a day. I just ran out of my quarter of superdankass skunk i got, and it sucks. I smoked with a friend earlier, but now that I'm out, it sucks. Once you smoke this much, and many of you know because you are just as pothead as me, your highs only last this long, even with the dankest.. My system really doesn't function well, Im used to just getting ripped into the sleep because of my burning out every night, used to weed stimulating my appetite so I can't eat unless I force it upon myself pretty much, and I really don't like sitting through school without having wake and baked. The essence of the material is maybe 20-30 mins of class, the rest of it is just things i dont need to focus or concentrate on. With weed I doze off, without, I am permafocused on shit and people that i dont want to hear. I don't hate everybody, dont get me wrong, but you know how classrooms are.. people always have to do subject-related jokes, talk about shit that you dont want to hear, and so on and so forth. I study my materials, do great, but I just dont want to handle certain things if you get what I mean. It's not a big deal but it's just how it is.

Anyway, I have zero weed on an evening, once again in a month.. never happened me before.. im thinking of getting back at dealing.. I guess I just posted this to let you know how much I love that ganja green. I guess i'm addicted, but it's not a bad thing. It doesnt hinder me from doing what i need to be doing, im still in school, still doing more than fine, still having fun. Money's a bitch, but as i said.. i might get the streets on lock again ^^

anyway.. whatever :\
I just want some ganja, im bored :[

cigs just wont do it

Bro you are not a healthy smoker.. The things i've highlighted in red are what you are having problems with, in black are points to be stated, in blue are what your doing good with.. Now i'm not dissin on you or anything, all i said was that you need to remind your self that there are other more important things than weed.. Stay in school, and get your education.. Your on the semi right track right now, just dont fall into the streets dealing hustla shit ..

No hate bro, just my 2 cents..

[goro the puffer]

You've got to understand i'm not legally allowed to work.
If I do, i'll do it illegally. If i do it illegally, i'd rather not make burgers and pizzas, since im still young. I'd rather deal. Weed is one of the things, but i go out, spend money on food, girls, alky, movies, concert.. If i want money, if i want those things, i have to do it.. it really doesnt have much to do with the weed itself.. get my point?

As for "I guess I'm addicted", i dont think its a big deal. Im addicted to cigs, but i recognize its pros and cons, and i decide to smoke. Does it reflect on my life? On my health yeah, but it's not that relevant for me (not gonna go about my philosophies here).

I probably shouldn't have posted. I dont have a problem, people are going at it as if it is. I didnt have some dope and too much time to kill. I had dinner with my family and a long conversation about a lot of important things with my dad, and I forgot about it.

[Dalax]

Man I suggest you take a tolerance break. Wait like 3-4 weeks then just buy an ounce of mids and try to make it last you at least a month. And don't start dealing again. You're on the right track, going to college and whatnot, but if you get busted for dealing it will take quite the toll on your future. Might as well just not smoke as much and conserve your cash, rather than dealing weed and putting your future at risk.

[goro the puffer]

Originally Posted by Dalax

Man I suggest you take a tolerance break. Wait like 3-4 weeks then just buy an ounce of mids and try to make it last you at least a month. And don't start dealing again. You're on the right track, going to college and whatnot, but if you get busted for dealing it will take quite the toll on your future. Might as well just not smoke as much and conserve your cash, rather than dealing weed and putting your future at risk.

This is the kind of words I love to hear. Constructive Criticism.
For the dude that highlighted all that stuff: It might have been a problem of dogma and choice of words, I know you just wanted to help mate

[dmeyer07]

Originally Posted by goro the puffer

You've got to understand i'm not legally allowed to work.
If I do, i'll do it illegally. If i do it illegally, i'd rather not make burgers and pizzas, since im still young. I'd rather deal. Weed is one of the things, but i go out, spend money on food, girls, alky, movies, concert.. If i want money, if i want those things, i have to do it.. it really doesnt have much to do with the weed itself.. get my point?

As for "I guess I'm addicted", i dont think its a big deal. Im addicted to cigs, but i recognize its pros and cons, and i decide to smoke. Does it reflect on my life? On my health yeah, but it's not that relevant for me (not gonna go about my philosophies here).

I probably shouldn't have posted. I dont have a problem, people are going at it as if it is. I didnt have some dope and too much time to kill. I had dinner with my family and a long conversation about a lot of important things with my dad, and I forgot about it.

Dude don't get me wrong im seriously not trying to hate on you, and if you can't work here legally then don't work here. It's not your fault you can't work then, i wasn't really trying to use that against you, i just got a little defensive after your comment about me not reading my shit,etc...

To be honest im addicted too, i haven't been able to smoke in a month (cuz of court) and it's killing me. Your right you probably shouldn't have posted, only because we don't know the whole situation, and can only go by the small amount of text we read.. And text doesn't give an attitude, nor does it show sarcasim, seriousness, jokingly, so we don't know how you ment have your post.

But if i were you i'd really consider a nice t break.. Not only will you solve your problem of having no bud and wanting it, but you will also eventually get back to the WHOLY SHIT IM STONNED feeling a newb gets..

Sorry if i sounded like a douche above.. my bad

-Dave

[dmeyer07]

Originally Posted by Dalax

And don't start dealing again. You're on the right track, going to college and whatnot, but if you get busted for dealing it will take quite the toll on your future..

Listen to this bro^^ about the dealing.. he is exactly right.. and i can assure you, as i'm going through this wonderful thing called the legal system because of it... I was facing 6 years in prison.. Althought the da offered me a much more friendly sentence.. thank god..

Dealing isn't what you want to be doing right now.. focus on school and all that shit..
Good luck bro
---Dave